Friday, October 30, 2009

longing for a day off work.

i think i am a workaholic. i am not so sure whether it is a good thing or a bad thing but i think i need to revamp my attitude as i have to set my priorities above all. i have to come to a conclusion that i still have an ambition to ponder upon besides all this simple office work. i am at ease with all the duties that i am assigned with but what i fear the most is that i become comfortable with my little life now and my little dreams will be left unfold in the corner of my brain. i have to be strong. i have to stomp my feet down and stash my head up high. the reason i am babling in here is that i have become a girl who is scared to do what her mind wants to do. shit.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

currently

current mode: working
current mood: twisted
current health: middle

Friday, October 23, 2009

Hanny Hatta

aiming for the twinkle star. wishing for the blooming rose.

Friday, October 16, 2009

my little fairy notes.

the office is practically empty. the work that i am supposed to complete this week is basically complete by now. now i am just looking forward to meet myboyfriend :) we always fight when we see each other, but when we are apart, i miss him a lot.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

little ramblings.

i am not so sure of whether to love myself or hate myself. i love myself in many ways, but i hate it in many more ways that a girl could imagine. but what i am trying to state here is that, my doodly dilemma that is currently balooning myself and mountains of sugarry choices of pleasure to complete my little life to choose from. i am glad. i am as happy as a 3 years old presented with a box of colourful ice creams. but sometimes i am empty. i deprive for more and i do not want to be suffocated in the bubble air of comfortness. i am exposed to the world by love and respect created and achieved before. i am a lucky little princess who is spoilt of choices *Alhamdulillah

p.s. i am living in my own little world of love & dreams. at least that is what i feel. thanks Ya Allah :)

Friday, October 9, 2009

indispensable stage of life drama.

my little life has changed tremendously in a magical way the state of the art of work creatively mould my little life into. i am now more aware of the situation that is supposedly to be out my box of mind before. and the creepiness that comes with it is a bit unimaginable and scary to the state that it feels like a little voice is screaching to get a hold of the sound nerve from my mouth. i am still longing for the little dotEdu and the way i am handling this little life right now is far from organize as i am also in the bloom of skyrocketing the career path. the lovey dovey life drama is steadily moving in the right direction as far as i am concern as i am blogging this. whilst the whole bunch of happiness and gloomy moments is playing at the tips of the strands of crystals clear little hair. i am off.