tower of love.

the tower that witness the blooms of our love :) our tower of love.

ooh, tower of love in the city of love, just when will you be able to witness it too? *dreamy!~

meet up.

a chance to rub shoulders with the one and only Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad. all smiles and honourable atmosphere surrounds us after. and inspired definitely.

p.s. blessed to be living where i am living now :)

one month away?

since it's official, between us that is, time has seem to pass so slow-ly when we are apart. hati sungguh berdebunga cinta. dan perasaan berbungabunga rindu. like seriously ;p okay, i feel like vomit-ing myself writing this post. but seriously. it is. *blush.

owh, i wanted to like not-see-each-other-for-a-month-or-so. saja-saja je. but guess what he said "no! i don't want, i can't stand it" awwh~ but deep down, i don't know whether i can stand it too. ah! ;p

the Brain program.

currently my mind is bogged down by an issue so deep i couldn't make up my mind in just a split second. even walking, eating and shopping around klcc with the two kids, little sister and nephew does not take my mind away from the big issue.

it surely involves a big stretch of how my future and my present would be. it's big enough, that my mind zooms through on what will happen by the time my age turns it's front number double than now.

it's a coincidence itself when they started the program just months before i started and would end by the year i am expected to finish. i really do believe that's one of God's plan for me. so should i take it? i don't know.

and not to mention the sweet little burden i am on now. it's definitely bittersweet, that i feel like running away far enough for me to hid from it all. but of course, it wouldn't settle the issue. so why run? better don't.

it's full of positive outcomes, but the negativity lingering around it can't seem to just fades away without my eyes twitching to it.

but just by mindmapping it out, i see it planned well enough. and i am happy. but i am scared at the same time. so how now? what to do?

will do more thinking and lucky enough, it is open all year. Ya Allah help me make the decision ya?

kitchen lesson 101

i always thought umi is being over-ly perfect when it comes to the ingredients used in her cooking. i mean, bawang merah kecik pun, she'd choose the smallest one to make her gulai. and with her perfectionist attitude makes us her children kinda malas nak masuk dapur sebab if salah potong potato pun kena marah! like seriously okay.

but now, dah rajin rajin kan diri jugak masuk dapur because dah rasa perlu? ;) and seriously bebelan itu la yang banyak membantu bila buat kerja sorang-sorang kat dapur. like, this tips : bila anda di tugaskan untuk kupas bawang banyak2 punya, always start with bawang putih and end with bawang merah. to avoid you from crying kupas-ing all of it! hee.

so,

umi : don't buy the kuew teow yang thin and soft tu, beli yang besar and kasar sikit tu. {for me semua jenis sama jeeee, but for her ada type2. urgh! but the other day, when i was walking on the mee-isle at the supermarket, to my surprise i found it! ;p and yes, by that time, i know she knows best!}

umi : buy the cili padi yang kecik sekali, jangan buy yg besar punya.
me : okay. {confidently, because by now, i already know that there is the smallest one yang paling pedas sekali. by watching afc and her bebelan of course}

but, i mintak tolong syg to go and buy it. because i was lazy nak turun just to get that. and guess what?

he comes back to the car saying, cili padi ni je ade. and i was like itu besar punyaaaa. he said ala, semua sama jeee. pedas jugak.

me : speechless, i really do understand where that comes from. owh owh.

p.s. at least now, he can't teased me tak reti masak lagi, haha ;p