never thought that checking my mail would be this daunting. the fact that i have gone through that experience, which somehow makes me feel super weak, i am nowhere near in the mood to bolt down and focus. i am trying hard though to leave it behind. but, it's that kind of demotivating feeling indescribable with words and too painful for me to bear with. i am lucky to have family, fiance and friends patting my back + happy matters to keep my mind off it for awhile. but, as we know, time waits for nobody (how selfish!, urgh).
i really need to buckle up and move on. no matter what. giving it up is not an option. please give me strength and clear the path for me Ya Allah, for i know, this happens for a reason, and i know You know best.
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