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just want to write a little note, wishing everyone a

*Happy New Year 2010*

p.s. may all your wishes & dreams will come true. Insyaallah. spreading my hugs & kisses all over the places :)

oceanic life drama.

the panoramic life of an employee and a student as yet again, Insyaallah. i am in the midst of recreating and enhancing the life and nourishing the love. i am crapping. maybe because i am bored. tralalalalalala.

lush & hush

i feel like i am immune & attached to the 4 days a week work. i wonder how am i gonna survive the 5 days a week work starting next week (next year) and have very less public holidays. geee. that must be tiring & boring aight? takpe, nasib baik i haf a lot of agenda & self development issue to look forward to. hmmm. happy new year? {will wish all of you formally in a single post or new entry post later, teehee}

my so called greens on my table haf slightly turned into yellow colour. am i darn beezee or too lazy to border about it? i need csi to investigate hmmph.

p.s. owh, i made a little handbouquet of faux roses yesterday, recycled out of syg's little gift of Ferrero Rocher bouquet for my graduation. heee. little self achievement {on the creative end} there :P

all in a days work - just like the cartoon comics :)

lets talk about all in a days work. i used to think that everything happens for a reason. and i still do. but then, when it does happen, i got "awwoed" {wif an open jaw & a teary eyes} by the situation which i am in. i supposed everyone does too, right?

yesterday started my day off as early as 5.00 a.m. i wonder how i did that. hmmm mmg tak lah! of course syg yang kejut i teehee. the reason being is that i was given an opportunity to witness the graduation day of Auxiliary Police in Pulapol & the guest arrival starts at 7.40 a.m. at first i thought what could be so fun in attending this formal event? boy, was i wrong, i had so much fun and had a very wonderful feelings and not to mention mix emotions as i was watching the parade.

the musical band

the ammunition

the training

the band master? teehee

it was a numb mouth clinching moments when the parade starts as all the bittersweet memories rushed back at the box of my mind. i smile wif tears. i captured wif gleam. it was a bit of a surreal clock stopping moments for me.

in the evening, we had a meeting, i mean it landed in my blog because it was a really hot meeting, burning till i feel like running/jumping off my seat. i tried covering up my ears wif both of my arms and i was scrunching for the time to move faster than the thundercloud. shit. luckily my eyes were half shut & my mind was flying off to bed. hence, whatever fire that comes in through the left ear flows through my right ear. bad evening meeting. boohoo.

then, the Wednesday journey continues at home, my mood was bad & my body was tired, whoever comes in the way will be dead {literally, teehee}

pastu, as when i thought i could just shut my eyes even without mandi n my office attire is still on, syg kate die on the way to my house at around 9.00 p.m.! should i be happy? or be tremendously sad?? hmmm. kawan - kawan, tengoklah boyfriend saya itu, sgt sweet sampai saya kalah habis punye! die drove all the way from work after an overtime and decided to have dinner wif me! but this time it is for a reason la :) oh my Gucci! he even brought a bouquet of roses over....haih, saya bole dikatakan check mate laa kalau dalam erti kata chess.

so i ended up, sleeping way past my bedtime and way past midnight and it is all in a days of my weekdays working life. am i happy? yes, i am :)

his sweet like candy little love gestures :)

he always do the small little - little things that does light up my day & melts my heart {sometimes he would call me just to say hi, which i think it is normal already, until when my friend - whom i won't reveal her name here - makes me realize that it isn't} usually it is the girl who can come up wif all this small little- little gestures of love, but in my case, it is the boy who does most of the little sweet love gestures :)

i am truly happy to have met him and perhaps he is my one in a million {there's a little story behind this cliche statement which i want it to be just our own & some of our friends little secret} teehee.

and the latest among others of his surprises to me was given on our last little ordinary date day :

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while i was browsing the product line in Skin Food he was already behind me & holding a big large Christmas sale paper bag fill with perfectly wrapped up little gift set in a little light sheer pink wrapping paper. and i ask "ape tu?, untuk ape?" with a little pink blush surfacing up in my cheek {i mean it is neither my birthday, our little monthly anniversary nor our anniversary} it is just an ordinary date day. he said "saja je" :)

sometimes i feel that i am not good enough to be his girlfriend. but i am really truly grateful that he is mine. hmmm.

p.s. the candy colour little gift set comes nicely package with a shower gel & a very translucent body lotion. thanks syg :)

little - little idiotic moments.

my little 10 month experience taught me quite well. sometimes educational luggage you are carrying will be ignored and you are nothing {you refers to a third person, neither you, nor me} and will not be noticed unless you have a little title or best fit to describe as reputation. other than that, the family background does help, but with a little twist of change in the surroundings, it is still not good enough. so how to survive? & carry on with the environment every little single day? still googling for the answer inside my mindbox {i reckon, this is not just me, i am pretty sure}

on a little lighter happier notes, starting from today we are gonna haf to wait for the result of our application. waiting is hard. i am sure it is not just me, again.

p.s. will update on the little getaway later :)

little butterfly in my heart.

this is the month of "yey, it's friday all the way holiday!" & "yey, congrats to all of you girls and boys who's going to get married this month!" :)

as i am blogging this, i do not know where syg is, my mom tgh mandi, dekna pegi kelas, and i malas nak mandi coz the weather is so nice for me to just laze around, yes, it is raining heee.

shit, i takde baju nak pakai untuk sume engagement & wedding yang coming. macam mane ni. oo oo.

p.s. do a little getaway needs a reason?

the 10 what why who how when etc etc :D

some of the reason why i still/want to stay even if i think the job is not challenging enough {i mean, i am quite bored wif it, but i am happy wif it, mix emotion, teeeeeheee} :

1) i get to leave home sometimes at 8.20 + and still get to the office on time or before time. teeeheee. sbb terbangun lambat. hee.

2) my work is quite easy considering that i have done more pressuring task and assignments before.

3) i manage to settle down and subside in this group despite the age gap.

4) i can sometimes wave goodbye and smile to my boss on my way out/home at 6pm sharp if he is around in the office.

5) i get scolded by my boss sometimes, but he will "pujuk" me back (he does, really, i am not kidding).

6) at the end or sometimes a little in the middle of the month, i will be happy to check my account balance (anyway, who doesn't right?).

7) i get to sometimes make silly jokes with my boss and it does light up the gloomy office area for awhile.

8) i get to sometimes go out on time during lunch.

9) my boss will sometimes back me up, if he thinks i am right.

10) last but not least, thanks mommy & thanks to my late daddy for your reputation in whatever field you were before and giving me this advantage of ice princessy treats. I love u.

drumm rooollllll wif a guitarrr twisssstt pleaasee :)

saya sgt happy kerana:

tooodddllly dooodllly tooodddllyyy woooooddddlyyyy dooooooo

i've made it in completing the forms and all the necessary paperwork for my PhD application! and manage to send it to MMU IPS before the end of this year! (my own little target : achieved) {i am practically jumping in my seat now, haha}

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now, one of the hardest part ever : waiting for the offer letter and be accepted {the management said it is about one & a half month}. Insyaallah. Amin. hopefully i will be accepted. please please please pretty please :( kalau tak dapat, umi cakap, cuba lagi.

p.s. now i am hungry, all my little bun & cookies dah habis kat office ni. shit. breakfast dengan milo je. ahh tunggu lunch je la.

the small little-little things in life.

yeyeyeyeyeye saya sgt happy di pagi hari yang bekerja ini. :P nanti saya bagitau kenapa ye kawan-kawan. sekian terima kasih buat masa ini. :) come back for more soon dear lovely readers!

little princess and the toodly woodly frog :)

My kind of movie, among others.

His kind of movies.

we have a slight difference in movie preferences, sometimes it makes us fight at the ticket counter just because we want to pick a movie, or sometimes we slept across the full movie if we have decided to give in to one another :P

p.s. i still love him despite all this small little-little things :* teehee.

updates on my MBA thesis project paper result :)

remember, my long and stressful moments when i had to finish this thesis? no toilet breaks & sleep is definitely a waste of time?

before, it was just a plain dream to get a four flat {i never imagined to get it, as i think it is absolutely impossible}, but now, Alhamdulillah, at least I can say, I am once a four flat student. :) & impossible is just another word to make the dictionary thicker than ever.

p.s. one of my achievement achieved this year. hope you are proud of me mommy & dear cheerful birds, please bring this little note to my daddy. thanks. *tears.

you've got mail!

yeyeyeyeyeyeyeye...i am so happy! like cloud 9 happy! they have replied within few hours after i send out the emails, and they replied positively! yeeeeee!! hopefully when i have replied back later, with what they want and asking, they will accept me and i am off to the final stage of sending the application!! hoyee..Insyaallah okey.Amin. :)

p.s. nak siapkan application form pun takes few months. hopefully everything is worth it. Insyaallah.

creeps

my body becomes heaty to a point that i feel like screaming my head off in order to get "THE" supervisor. it is so hard. omg *Oh my Gucci!* :P

random

bluek!

mumbling.

it's the end of the year again. full of holidays & sales. got few private invitation (privileges from this establish company, Alhamdulillah) for shopping, manicuring and pedicuring, so does discounts for holiday season short road tour shows. but i don't feel like appearing in any coz i think my self esteem is far from positive right now. maybe, because i am too focus on one thing and i sometimes forgot that i am still breathing. i aspire to change a lot of things and because of that i am having this kind of silly mind bogging which kept me aback from the current life. i feel like i am stuck.

all the other blogs, considering only in my number of age, is in a family life and their life seems complete at this very youth age. my bestfriend from school whom in a magic mode becomes my cousin now, haf already had 3 beautiful children.

apart from that mumbles, majlis-majlis pertunangan, pernikahan & perkahwinan juga bersusun setiap minggu yang bakal tiba ini. begitu juga cuti-cuti setiap hari jumaat yang beratur di bulan ini. ini adalah berita gembira (at least) hmmm.

p.s. i am into this season value meal, McDonald's Prosperity Burger. nyummy.

paradigm of a shopaholic.

okey, so my car got a bit of a hiccups this few weeks, i nak rasa bengang tapi i love my car, nak rasa broke tapi nasib baik, Alhamdulillah ade la rezeki untuk buat all the necessary payments, just that i feel a bit crush because the ringgit was supposed to be my own spending money for the current SALE ! . i try not to ask from my mom or used up all the savings, but then again, this shopaholic side of me is definitely killing me inside out ! huh ! shit happens ! just haf to live wif it.

p.s. so far, wherever i AM standing, my surroundings is always a helpful bunch. Alhamdulillah.