the house

abah,

this house u left us, seems to be a little too big for us to live in now, it feels empty and it seems there is not much laughter and giggles from the last time when u were here. i do not know on what to do or where to seek for advice to get our family back together. it seems that everyone wants to find their own path in life by leaving the house and trying to move on to a bigger picture but i still feel i am still stuck in your house trying to seek your presence and strength to move my life forward.

it feels darn gloomy and i am darn sad. i am all alone. and umi definitely need me to move her life on, and i need to find my strength to keep us alive.

just wish u are still here and if you do, i am sure our family will always stick together as one. not like now. am missing u a lot :''(

p.s. dear lovely little birds please send this little note to my daddy.