haf u ever been in a pantry together wif someone else and u try to make that small little conversation that is sometimes quite pathetic? because u know that it is just to break the ice while u're mixing your 3-in-1 Milo and stirring it carefully as to not spill it on the tabletop...? so the solution for me now is to avoid the place when I see it's already cramped up wif other human "souls".
mmm..
i donno, i guess all this little - little things is just among others of the idiotic stupidos bullshitts moments that happen around the office compound /area. teehee. mind the language for this post as i am not having a very damn good mood due to pms and some stupid things that happen to me yesterday in the office. now, i understand why we need to be WELL EDUCATED before entering this so called "real" life world. and i believe i Am. Alhamdulillah.
owh, i tatau sama ade orang lain buat ni ke tak, but when i want to be / feel like being alone, i will go to the "ladies" to get some "fresh" air even though sometimes it is damn fucking smelly. i cried there, i cringe when thaa stressful moments "blossoms" & all that shit u can think of la. i am sure u had stumble upon the stupid moments too, right? it is just the matter of how u handle it, maybe different from my approach.
i'm in the midst of trying to heal myself, but it is hard, it is like "when i am bruised, it stays blue forever".
p.s. ada ubi ada batas, lain hari biar Allah S.W.T yang balass. End!
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