it is definitely no joke when it comes to my edu.

i am not very sure whether to feel happy or sad or mad or even anything close to it. i think i should be flattered but i can't. should i be arrogant? i can't too cos i am not that type of person. so, what should i feel?

how can i put a price to all my hard work just for the sake of someone else taking it and making it as if it is theirs? it's priceless if u ask me. unless if we can make a billion dollar business out of it, together that is. for the sake of making it a reference would definitely be fine as it is the main purpose of it's birth, but if fishy business is what the situation seems to look like, i can't really tolerate wif that. i haf to deal wif it, but how i deal wif it, depends on the mood and the situation that i am trap in at the moment of time.

it is meant to be shared, but not to be abused. some may look down on it and make it as if it is a damn easy thing but guess what, it is not. a big NO. and the reason i am shrinkingly furious-ly rumbling in this little blog of mine is because i think i can't really let it out offf my nerve if i speak it out, loud.

i donno, somehow i feel like i am being pushed further down even if i think i am supposed to haf the confident to step it up. or maybe i am still stupid when it comes to human intervention. but, one thing for sure, it is definitely no joke when it comes to my EDU. period.

precious little time

the trouble with waiting for something is that, it takes away some of our precious little time thinking about other things besides that something.

nevertheless, there's nothing i can do to omit the waiting period as it is essential based on certain factors which is processing period as well as evaluation period and etc etc.

but i hate it :( damn much!

naughtiest thing ever, to date.

hari ini dalam sejarah.

yesterday, me and adib just laze around doing practically nothing. we just ate and chill for like the whole dayyyy. and as the time move closer to the next day {which is today} the laziness has creep into the blood cell and it becomes one :P

so, today, what i did was...

aaaaaaaaaaaah, tanak cerita dekat sini la. tanak cerita dekat syg jugak. nanti dah lame - lame sikit baru cerita dekat syg. teehee.

p.s. i think that was by far the naughtiestttt thing ever that i have commit since i started working here. notty kasuma. notty sgt! shit, have to change, before it gets worst!

p.s.s. at least syg cakap je die tak suke his work profile, tapi i dah provekan dengan action. lame - lame nanti ape pulak la yang i akan buat. hence, i haf to change, change either the work profile, or my notty little attitude before it becomes an attitude wif a capital letter.

p.s.s.s. my little sister also knew how much i hate it here and advise me to take "over the top action" earlier. but i refuse. my only little conclusion for now is that, this little place is definitely not for us + it gives me a hell of a depression and i keep on splurging to keep pace with the happiness momentum. bad bad.

holiday?

it's that time of the month again. i am feeling numb wif a sucky mood and a twist of colourful emotions. pms is more likely the term to describe these mix feelings. usually during this time of the month, i get frumpy very easily and i could strike a fire up in just seconds. huh. it's that bad. we always fight hard and then cool off balik. {he always give in during this time, thanks to our long term relationship which haf made him understand bit by bit a girly girl issue}

okey, so i had to wake up early for work this morning & it definitely adds up to the suckiness feeling. sbb dah biasa bangun lambat for the past 4 days.. jadi berat gile lah nak buka mata pagi tadi, nak kena mandi lagi. aduhhh.

on a happier lovely little note, i was spoilt during the holiday, wif fun moments and hardly any time constraints to chase.

had birthday dinner in SR + a little unwrapping gift moments wif syg malu - malu sbb there's kids staring warily at the gift box, eagerly to find out what's inside the box too as he tear the chocolaty polka dot wrapping paper, teehee, had a tremendously wonderful shopping, shopping & shopping spree wif my family & syg, had a healthily sweet hand holding jog in the park wif syg on V' day {hold hands while jog?, tak pernah dibuat orang :P of course we were darn shy, but what the heck! teehee}, & we even haf time to go for furniture hunting! + we also haf a slot of midnight romantic movie! i am truly happy. well distributed activities i guess.

p.s. spoilt & bratty little child to my mother, grandchild to my grandmother, sister to my little sister & girl to my boyfriend. the last thing i want is to haf spoilt as my middle name. teehee. whatever it is, i am glad i am where i am. always :)

Greetings, KLians Style.

festive season & jam.

school holiday & jam.

raining season & jam.

car accident & jam.

me & jam.

saya dengan jam? kenapa saya dengan jam pulak? saya tak nak ade kena mengena dengan jam. tapi saya saja - saja je nak tulis saya dengan jammmm :P

okeyla, so this morning i woke up at 7.56 a.m. dan bagi sesiapa yang bekerja di sekitar sunway {atau kl la}, mereka akan tahu betapa jammnya kawassaaann yang sewaktu dengan ini. oleh itu, ini bermakna saya telah terbangun lewat dan sayaa sangat tension sebab kena mandi kambing dan terpaksa mengharungi jam untuk sampai ke office. faktor menepati masa terpaksa diabaikan kerana tak mungkin saya akan sampai on time. asalkan sampai & jangan terlalu lambat sudahhh.

i mandi kambing selama lebih kurang dalam 15 minit dan dapat keluar rumah dalam jam 8.16 a.m. {ha, kira - kira, berapa lama i pakai baju :P teehee}

jadi, selepas siap apa yang patut, saya terus keluar and drive macam F1 driver. tiba - tiba, eh kenapa ini? saya amat terkejut dan tergamam? adakah ini benar??

jalan takde kereta??? {orang kl, kalau cakap takde kereta, bukan bermakna kosong, tetapi kereta dapat di bilang dengan jari dan ini sudah memadai untuk mantafsirkan sebagai jalan takde kereta, teehee}

ajaib? atau magis semata - mata?

i can go up to 110 km/h. hmmm?

and dengan ajaibnya, saya telah sampai ke office dalam lebih kurang 8.39 a.m. jadi ini bermakna saya awalllll. so, saya ingin berterima kasih kepada,

festive season & jam.

hehe, kerana masyarakat cina akan menyambut tahun baru pada hari ahad, makanya jalan hari ini menjadi kurang jam, mungkin kerana ramai warganegara {melayu, cina, india, others "1 Malaysia"} telah mengambil cuti, mungkin sahaja ya? oleh itu,

"Happy Chinese New Year & Have a Great Year Ahead!"

p.s. haaah, saya awal walaupun saya bangun lambat! sangat happy! heeee.

adakah saya perlu?

okey, ni pasal our little rule, adakah saya patut bebel kat die? sebabnya?

hp die patah! {his phone design is yang flip tu}

adib : hp pulak patah. arghhh.

was his text to me on his birthday. so, for now saya sudah berjaya untuk tidak bebel kepadanya pada hari yang sama text itu sampai dan hanya membalas,

kasuma : syg punye hp patah kenapa? kasuma nak bebel tapi malas nak bebel sbb birthday syg. esok2 i bebel k syg.. :*

owh, back to why this post was created. adakah saya perlu bebel kepadanya nanti? {atau, adakah anda - anda rasa, saya patut tidak?} {haha, we'll see later, teehee}

p.s. looks like i did it, untuk tidak bebel - bebel kepadanya! hehe. little self achievement and self attitude advancement there :)

p.s.s. little - little things which makes our little life merrier than ever :) i wonder how other couples are? hmmm.

little shout out for my dear syg :)

today is 11 February 2010.

due to our commitment to work, we are not able to celebrate his birthday together today, but anyhow, hope this shout out can make him happy,

"Happy 27th Birthday Syg"

sejuk & panas.

i hate results waiting moments. why do we have to wait? why? {i know the answer, tapi malas nak faham!}

huh.

sweet lipton tea in a lovely little white mug

sipping hot lipton tea mix wif little sprinkling of white sugar wif the rain pouring heavily outside wif my hands blogging my mind thinking and reading the proposal and my thoughts twist think of the plans for the coming weekends. a blast that is, i guess.

p.s. congratulations to the newly happy parents, Amy & Nal for their newborn little baby girl delivered this very morning :)

my little love patch :)

we met when we were both still a student.rock the world crowd somehow bind us together.

friends brought us even closer. we started sms-ing.

we started calling {handphone mesti ade kat katil masa tido, teehee}

wishing & waited for his yahoo! messages :) {lepas balik kelas, would turn the laptop on and smile to myself when the pop up window says "you have new message"}

love blooms and we become more than just "he's just a friend of mine" :)

he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me more! :P

we had our first drink together in KLCC. {double date that is, if you are reading this, you know who you are dear friends} :)

we share cookies together.

& our little love story grows over time :)

yes, we do fight a lot. {thanks to those, who helped bind us back when we fight, heee} but, we always try to rekindle our love by thinking of the happy moments that we had together {there will be more to come over time}

one of our memory we had together that i can never forget is that he spent most of his time teman - ing me, motivating me and encouraging me in my MBA years until i graduated wif flying colors {Alhamdulillah}

besides studying, i love to shop. {yes, he would teman me for this too, and sometimes complaint bout it :P who's boyfriend doesn't right? hehehe}

he loves football. {tapi ni, i jarang teman die sbb die tgk bola dgn kawan - kawan die, atau ayah die, hehehe besides, i tak suke sgt tgk bola and i would doze off if i do watch a game :P}

& we both loves our family very dearly. without em' we won't be where we are now. definitely.

i do not want our love to fail. and i will try my very best to cherish it. {WE try k syg?} {rasa dekat hati masa tulis this part syg}

i found this little "saying" and i think it is quite okey for us to take it as one of our word of wisdom syg.

this post is for us. for you & for me, syg.

hopefully love will bind us together, always & forever.

well, my dear readers, lets spread the love & hopefully, love will surround us all. always.

p.s. happy love - love day & love love month syg & all :)

p.s.s. credits to Google for the lovely little pictures.