it is definitely no joke when it comes to my edu.

i am not very sure whether to feel happy or sad or mad or even anything close to it. i think i should be flattered but i can't. should i be arrogant? i can't too cos i am not that type of person. so, what should i feel?

how can i put a price to all my hard work just for the sake of someone else taking it and making it as if it is theirs? it's priceless if u ask me. unless if we can make a billion dollar business out of it, together that is. for the sake of making it a reference would definitely be fine as it is the main purpose of it's birth, but if fishy business is what the situation seems to look like, i can't really tolerate wif that. i haf to deal wif it, but how i deal wif it, depends on the mood and the situation that i am trap in at the moment of time.

it is meant to be shared, but not to be abused. some may look down on it and make it as if it is a damn easy thing but guess what, it is not. a big NO. and the reason i am shrinkingly furious-ly rumbling in this little blog of mine is because i think i can't really let it out offf my nerve if i speak it out, loud.

i donno, somehow i feel like i am being pushed further down even if i think i am supposed to haf the confident to step it up. or maybe i am still stupid when it comes to human intervention. but, one thing for sure, it is definitely no joke when it comes to my EDU. period.