when work takes the centre stage.

yesterday, we fight over something so small yet big. going through rows & rows of cars and piles & piles of workload to attend to, I was kinda having a stress attack more than the usuals. i know he haf his own kind of stress too. but.....

so, the problem/issues arises when, i try to seek an extra attention from him more than the usuals, yesterday. sbb i was stuck in a traffic jam and i stress sbb banyak kerja and i tension and i geram and ditambah pula dgn my mom and lil sis yang manja-manja tak kena tempat dan decided to ask me to get dinner for them dari tempat yang jam pulak tu, which piles & piles up to my stress and boils inside to a volcanic state of momentum.

there,

i need to talk to someone right? and who else do i contact to sooth me down other than him?

boy, was i wrongg. i recite him the situation a bit here and there & he was in the middle of something when he picks up my call and he decides to yell at me just so that i cut off the line sbb die sibuk tgh buat something tu at home. rasa dekat hati sgt. i was in distress, very deep one pulak tu. and he yelled!

he call many times after that and i decided to just ignore it. i stared at the caller id and see it disappearing just like that. few times. huh. concerned, he sms. i ignored. and bla bla. & the drama continues.

morale of the story : this is what happens to a relationship when work takes the centre stage. how to curb ourself from fighting over this little-little silly things when we are damn tired after a whole hard & tiresome day multitasking at work?

a little peek into his sms this morning.

" Adib : Gud morning bdk kecik yg merajuk smlm :-* syg dah confirmkan ngn zakuan? I love u so much2 syg :-*

Kasuma : Opsssss lupaaa..ah..sambung merajuk.

Kasuma : Igt I SAMBUNG MERAJUK. Love u. Bye.

he reminds me to settlekan something dalam gaduh-gaduh kecik tu pun :P syg, syg.. "

kita tunggu lagi macam mane die nak pujuk hari ni ye. huh.

p.s. i think WE need to refurbish our little rule , tambah pasal work/career & love. hmmm.