hmmp?

so the other day, i was talking to one of my colleague in the office,

we were talking about stuffs, and she was telling me about her house and how her expenses is more than her income.

she said she got no teevee at home. she got no laptop. no car. haf to pay for a lot of things. etc. etc.

hmm, and then she said, i'm not like you". mmm. {sila sambung ayat seterusnya mengikut kefahaman anda}

in my mind, i was like, hmm? not like me? what? apa yang buat die cakap macam tu? i wonder how and what else people viewed me as. and i asyik-asyik nak emo and stress-stress jeee!~

and yet, someone else can view me like that. "Ya Allah, mungkin aku tak sedar".

mungkin betul, ayat ini, kita takkan sedar dengan apa yang kita ada, melainkan jika kita telah kehilangannya. mmm.

hmmp. i guess life has it's own explanation.

i am really blessed and grateful with what i have, it's just that, sometimes i tend to don't remember/don't realize it. and i need someone else to remind me of what i am having. i really should be more optimistic and be more bersyukur dengan apa yang i ada sekarang. Insyaallah. Alhamdullillah. Terima Kasih Ya Allah.

p.s. be more optimistic k kasuma. hmmp. there's more to life than being emotional. REMEMBER!