metaphorically speaking..

i am in deep shit.

we are basically in the middle of 2010. half of the year is gone. and here is my conclusion as at 09 June 2010. it is not good.

i am not trying to adhere to "my cup is half empty" but i cant run away from that. my cup is really half empty, as of now.

i tried to twist a little bit of here and there, but i still couldn't get to my half full cup. how la? i am indeed so stress and i think i need some help.

it's just that, i do not know where to seek that help from. hmmp. and if i don't find that little help which i am very much needed now, i am scared i will make more and more mistakes and would literally buried myself in tons of dunk!

o o. now, that's something I'd very much like to avoid. please.