my mind is scribbling words for my proposal. my gestures is searching for the perfect time to get it done. argh. why is it so hard? adib said, kalau senang, tu dah lain dah.
tapi, apa-apa pun yang jadi, i akan cuba jugak my very best. Insyaallah satu hari nanti Allah akan dengar all my wishes and grant my prayers. Insyaallah, Amin.
abah, i've done my very best, and i've tried so hard to reach that dream for u. i hope u know it. i hope the birds haf been sending all these notes to u :)
the fact that i am struggling and when i receive some of the thorny words from the academician, it does not help at all, and it does tear my heart a little bit. i felt hurt and i am indeed wounded by the thorny words. but, i will try my very best to positify the words into encouragements.
but, one thing for sure, i can never forget a phrase that goes something like this "you are too young to do it, give yourself some time before you do it", i mean, what does age got to do with all these?
aih, how can i let them down, this wishes and dreams that my dad, my mom, my grandma, my little sister, and mysyg haf on me? i can't disappoint them. i can't settle for disappointment and discouragement.
i hope God's plan for me is a happy ending. Insyaallah.
p.s. thunders please go away and let the rainbows shine.
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