maidless & madness.

thanks daddy for working hard enough to let us stay in a nice little castle of ours. and thanks Ya Allah. i am truly grateful.

cuma, masalahnya....

we are maidless now. the house is too big for me to take care of alone and i really-really can't keep up with the chores that is randomly randomize each time i come home after a hard day at work. and the dust? omg, i can't keep up wif you dust, you keep coming back! kesian my back squatting down looking for you and my pink vacuum cleaner sucking you in like every two weeks. urgh.

and it seems that, the chores never ends and i even get frustrated when i lift up my own plate to the kitchen as there are piles of dishes waiting for me to clean em', not just my plate :(

we had a stay-in-maid before. and it all started after arwah abah meninggal. she crushed our trust towards her {and now we are still traumatized to get a new stay-in-maid, eventhough i believe we need one badly} when i saw her hands crawling in our bag. not just that, the groceries and the necessities were also gone even before the next pay comes in. i mean? who might have been eating when there's only a few of us at home? tapi food takpe lagi. yang paling ketara, detergent, takkan one pack could not last till at least one month? i mean, i know i ade banyak baju and she keeps spinning the washing machine, but one pack for like half a month? that's insane lady. and baju-baju i hilang lagi, i know i haf lots of compartments and like throwing it everywhere around the house, but i remember my baju ok?

she also haf self proclaim-ly become like the owner of the house by bringing her husband in even when we are not home. it's too much. but we just let it be because we don't want to treat her like a non-human and becomes so strict to not let him in. we let her do whatever she wants, eat whatever she desired, and even sleep whatever time she pleased. but. she's the one who breach the trust.. none of us want to tuduh die dengan sewenang-wenangnye tentang barang-barang and cash yang hilang {even dah terbukti pun} tapi our patient is gone, we were so frustrated already and finally we decided to talk to her nicely in order to let her go, of which she only accept it after like sebulan kita cakap. she don't want to leave too! omg. we were too nice to her and i guess that is the main problem. haih. lesson learned for being too nice.

and to our surprise, when we send her off to the airport {dah buat sume tu pun, we still send her to the airport, ntahla, kitorang tak suke aniaya orang, tapi orang yang nak aniaya kitorang, kenapa? :(}, her luggage exceeds the quota. and guess what was in her super extra big luggage that she wants to carry home? our little treasure that she have been piling up before. and i even found my favourite sweater :) God is great kan. Terima Kasih Ya Allah.

and now, that we haf no maid, the groceries sometimes remain untouched sampai two months pun ade ;p haha, malas masak la pulak. and the detergent can last long enough, i started asking myself, eh i ni tak basuh baju ke? ;p

okey, back to madness, i sekarang, kerja, and bila balik nak rest, so bila tgk rumah berselerak, of course otak pun jadi berserabut. so susah. nak amik maid takut history repeat itself. and day-to-day maid pun susah sangat nak cari. peningnya.

i need help and another sets of hands to run the house. macam mane ni? :'(