work has taken it's toll on me last night. i was so sick i threw up like three times. it's insane. i threw up as i got home, i threw up while i was eating the pills {yes, at the table, on my baju, dah mcm baby burping and termuntah tu, worst, it's not a baby, it's me, an adult!} and the third time, i threw up the biscuit & milo i had in order to eat the pills {kan nak makan ubat kena makan something dulu kan} great. i haf like zero things in my tummy.
the point is, i was so sick because i've been juggling all the thoughts in my head and i feel like i could not even survive another day in this world. i felt so burden up wif shits.
my head spins so ridiculously i feel like i am spin walking. decided to sleep it off. early. like at ten i was sleeping already. luckily this morning i felt so much better and can come to work. if not, i do not know how to answer to the boss, as my leave is frozen for like these two weeks. end of the year buzz issue. well. whatever shit it is, it's okey i guess, just haf to suck it up, & at least i know i am needed in the company, despite all the little-i-cant-take-it-anymore-vomit-drama!. i haf to endure. urgh.
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