huh?

i've been stressed out with things and self issue lately and the fact that life is not as simple as it may be as before is definitely making me feel really sad.

but,

one thing i would love to highlight in this little post is that, there are still strangers talking and giving compliments to strangers in this so called busy i don't care or bother about others community we are breathing in now. and somehow it gif a little light of happiness to the one receiving, of course! though a little bit weird to my perspectives.

First Incident
i was from the office and i knew i had to re-stock the daily dose of Gardenia. after a hard day at work all i wanted to do is to go back straight home. i mean, don't we all? but no, i had to re-stock, remember? so i parked at a Petronas near my house and grab two bags of Gardenia and while making the payment i felt a bit uncomfortable as i had to bare the drizzling rain before. the girl at the counter strike a little conversation and i tried my very best not to be sombong and replied. after a little perk me up chitchat, to my awe she said i am cute. "i am cute?" really? {that was in my head of course!} well, to be honest i don't expect to get that kind of compliment on a rainy day and a tired sloppy looking me. it's embarrassing people! ape-ape pun, it definitely lit up my day a little. all i could do that time was flash a little surprised smile of mine and make sure not to let the awkwardness surface. awkward aight? anyhow, you definitely made my day dear 15 yr old part time cashier - girl!

Second Incident
medical check up and blood test is definitely torturing for me, and as me and umi was waiting for our turn to see the doctor, after being jabbed at the lucky green veins for some bloody experiment at the lab, i was trying to let loose a little bit by air brushing my hair in the air when suddenly i felt a little snap! i turned and i see a lady behind us, amazed, she smiled at me as i turned in a little marah mode. somehow i know that she touched my hair. i felt a little uneasy of course, but to my surprise, she said, you haf a nice hair!, and my sudden surprise feedback was definitely a humble thank you, despite being a little shocked and a little mad that someone would literally grabbed my hair! {happy, tapi menakutkan laaaaa, i mean, don't touch-touch la okay, scaryyy}

so, there my happy but weird experience i had in leading my super busy and stressed out life. life is weird. kan? whatever la. all i can say is, i am still in aww mode. {the surprise one, not the romantic aww one}

p.s. so spread the love, spread the joy, smile to strangers, tell people that they are beautiful, i mean honestly not a fake one of course, coz one fine day someone might just do the same to you, and it is especially felt when you are feeling so f*ck*ng down. a little compliment goes a long way you know? though it felt a little weird when receiving it butttt, it's okay......well, at least, it did, to me. thanks strangers.