opS!

everyone is on leave and the office is practically empty {hence, making me posting two new post in a day}

this weekends plan nak amik opah dari kampung, tapi rumah bersepah and baju dah jadi gunung and bilik tak kemas lagi {gardening je beres!} aduh, mesti kena bebel ni nanti. ouch! even my mom pun bebel less than her. tapi takpela, when she comes and visit + bebel - bebel, our house feel much more merrier.

p.s. so bored sampai i rasa nak pengsan. my work for this week is basically done for the time being {+ takde mood nak buat kerja sbb this office macam free n takde org, so put on hold dulu la yang takde dateline tu} :P

p.s.s. nak main game, tapi takut nanti nampak macam main - main pulak, write kat sini je la. hehe. haf a wonderful weekends ahead! bye!

the capital "B"

Alhamdulillah, checked my balance on the 27 and i am totally happy. so, this is what it feels like getting a bonus wif a capital B please {getting it for the first time and trying to make the best out of it} :) checked it at Petronas Maybank and i can't hardly stop myself from looking so happy.

now, i am contemplating on what to do wif it, knowing myself, i can definitely finish it in a day if i may & want to, but, I've learnt, n i am a better spender now, geee. i guess so {& i hope so hehe}. i donno la. i am trying my very best here. teehee.

so, what am i gonna do wif it? spend it one shot on a piece of thing, or spend it randomly on many different thing, or do the right thing and save it? {thinking - thinking} heee.

p.s. BUT whatever it is, I will try my very very pretty very best in spending it wisely :)

Alhamdulillah {i still hope i am the first one he shares it with, teehee}

this morning, i received a damn great news from syg. i arrived at the office and even before settling down {simpan handbag, turn the computer on etc etc} my boyfriend call me. tak pernah - pernah call pagi - pagi, hari ni pulak buat {usually we just sms in the morning, no time la nak talk, dgn i malas bangun pagi lagi, nak kena mengharungi jam lagi teehee}

so,

this morning he called me, he told me the happiest news that he got for himself, i am not sure whether i am the first one to receive the news or not..but based on his explanation, he told me that, he went and asked {adib cakap bukan asked, so "lu fikirla sendiri", bak kata nabil hehe} the admin and checked for the status of his discussion with the boss and voilaa..he got a completely great news! Alhamdulillah, congratulations syg :) i am truly happy for you.

well, happy to a point that, i nearly screech my voice {like a little yellow birdie bird} while i am talking, complimented with a very wide smile. few of my colleagues notice it and asked, and i also called my mom to spread the wonderful news. Congratulations syg.

p.s. where's my good news missing? mmm? kena cari balik ni. cepatt. larii~~!

p.s. upadated : it has been confirmed & yes, i am the first one to know. yes yes teehee :)

Donald Zolan - Portrait of Innocence

Portrait of Innocence, is the name. and I scroll down in awwed looking at all the picture collection {I got the pictures through a forwarded email from my friend}. feast your eyes. I am sure u will feel the same way too.

Zolan?

I pun tatau sape itu Donald Zolan mula - mula. so, i googled his name. & i am quite impressed. you can see for yourself. Donald Zolan.

p.s. every piece is definitely distinctive to the next level. nice.

Annual Dinner & takde baju.

tonight is the Sunway Annual Dinner. my first time going to a company dinner. and ade theme pulak tu. i haf nothing to wear and i am wearing shack to the office to just bring it straight away to the dinner. shit. i am in deep shit. told syg that i haf to buy something new later. kena bebel pulak. all i can say to him back is, takde baju syggggggg.

uwaaaaaa..macam mane niee?? my colleague's ade bawa baju extra. new. n i ade tanye kalau nak beli berapa? okeyla, reasonable, tapi ntahla. tataaaaaaaauuuu. nak pegi pyramid la. nak cari baju jugak. ahh..syg nak bebel, bebel la syg :)

okey, so lunch time, here i come pyramidddd.

p.s. now thinking - thinking. nak pakai baju kurung ke, baju kebaya ke, cheeong sam ke, atau baju punjabi? tunggguuu. teeeehhheee.

Manusia hanya merancang, tetapi Allah s.w.t yang menentukan.

just when my motivation haf fired up, and my action plan is carefully lined out, tiba - tiba, tak dapat "jalan" pulak :''(

ah, boring betul la.

facebook + friends + life + good old days = time machine?

i am still up & it is definitely way past my bedtime now. i was browsing facebook just a minute ago and the familiar faces of friends does brings back all the good old days memories. it is kind of sad {well, mix emotion is best to describe it}, reminiscing it. but it also reminds me of how far i haf come & how much i haf achieved.

whatever it is, i am glad i am where i am now.

p.s. hopefully this circle of friendship and love will always knit us together forever.

thaa pantryy tallkk + thaa "ladies" hideout = all thaa bullshits

haf u ever been in a pantry together wif someone else and u try to make that small little conversation that is sometimes quite pathetic? because u know that it is just to break the ice while u're mixing your 3-in-1 Milo and stirring it carefully as to not spill it on the tabletop...? so the solution for me now is to avoid the place when I see it's already cramped up wif other human "souls".

mmm..

i donno, i guess all this little - little things is just among others of the idiotic stupidos bullshitts moments that happen around the office compound /area. teehee. mind the language for this post as i am not having a very damn good mood due to pms and some stupid things that happen to me yesterday in the office. now, i understand why we need to be WELL EDUCATED before entering this so called "real" life world. and i believe i Am. Alhamdulillah.

owh, i tatau sama ade orang lain buat ni ke tak, but when i want to be / feel like being alone, i will go to the "ladies" to get some "fresh" air even though sometimes it is damn fucking smelly. i cried there, i cringe when thaa stressful moments "blossoms" & all that shit u can think of la. i am sure u had stumble upon the stupid moments too, right? it is just the matter of how u handle it, maybe different from my approach.

i'm in the midst of trying to heal myself, but it is hard, it is like "when i am bruised, it stays blue forever".

p.s. ada ubi ada batas, lain hari biar Allah S.W.T yang balass. End!

spa + coffee / hot choco + ice creams maybe?

picture speaks a thousand words. made a call just now, but have yet reserve the place. will discuss it over first before proceeding for the reservation. sipping through a cup of white coffee or a hot chocolate after being pampered, who would resist that aight?

p.s. hopefully this plan akan menjadi. huh.

little nego to make life a little rocker than ever *wink

owh, yesterday we fight over a rule i am making of which he does not want to follow. he do not want to follow sebab i make the rule yang agak "kasar" in his view and he wants to negotiate it first before following bluntly of the rule that i have made. blurgh. okeyla. lets nego.

so, we nego. and this is basically what he said "okay fine, i will follow the rule if i can modify the rule and also make one rule for you". he thinks it is quite fair that way. teehee.

the rule that i am babbling about :

hers : no watch, during the weekends.

reason : it's already been a hectic weekdays and with so many time constraint to follow and dateline to meet, i am enough on the "time" issue for the weekends.

he modify : he still want to wear his watch, but he promise not to look at the time and tell me it's late ke or cepatla ke & bla bla {all that crappy shit about time la}

his : no bebel - bebel everytime he do something hypothetically wrong e.g. tumpahkan air atas meja ke atau tertelan chewing gum ke {tertelan chewing gum?, of course la kena bebel kan}

reason : weekdays kena bebel dgn boss, mak, etc. of just the small little - little things. enough wif bebel - bebel. he wants peace.

she modify : none. i just said, okay, i will try & it depends on the situation, please.

i haf a new rule in mind now but have yet discussing it wif him, will post it in here after discussing. {it's something about movie} teehee.

p.s. what is life actually?

bad moves or a wake up call?

i am choking, i am snappy, the bad news has arrived and i need to solve it as soon as possible. i am not sure of what direction i should go. but whatever it is, it got to be faster than the thunder. taking action does pays, it's just the matter of receiving the news, be it bad, or good. now, mine is bad news. i should not waste my time lingering in the blue. taking another action is better. off & snappy!

p.s. now, from now on, whoever says it's easy peasy will get it from me. i'll shove 'em wif a piece of red hot little chilli in their nose! not their mouth.

the lingering of wtf feeling.

mydeardaisydiary,

i haf been feeling a little off the top lately and it is killing me little by little day by day minute by minute & petals by petals. i hate this feeling and i hope it will go away as soon as possible. the verge of creating this moment of serendipity is hard.

p.s. smacked!

re-create'ing.re-enhance'ing.re-vamp'ing.

i think i want to refurbish few of these idioms that haf been part of our little life for ages...

think out of the box

"think ahead of the situation. think beyond the imaginable"

the reason behind this is that, if we just think out of the box, we might just be circling around the 4 perimeter of the box and we still get stuck or might get back into the box. that's not what we want aight?

i wish i could turn back time {situation: to school or University life}

"i wish i could go to the future"

the reason behind this is that, it is very hard for me to get to where i am now & i do not want to go back to all the painstaking & struggling moments. i am grateful. Alhamdulillah.

teehee.

"duck can just be duck,

butterfly can just be butterfly,

dragonfly can just be dragonfly,

so does everything else in the world,

but you, can definitely be more than you if you want to."

p.s. so everyone, haf fun recreating.reenhancing.& revamping your little life :) {copyrighted post}

Ne-Yo Oo Oo Oo

tonight is the Ne-Yo concert in Sunway Lagoon. i could literally hear them rehearsal-ing. blugrh. am not going though. i guess the concert side in me is slowly little by little is fading away day by day as i grow older {i dah malas nak jammed pack in a crowd and trying to catch my breath every second, bole tak concert i sorang je pegi?} haha!. but it's okey, i can always say, I've been there and done that :) haf fun to all who's going!~

p.s. i am enjoying the beats i am listening. it sooth my tense.

the resolution?

a week in 2010. a breath of fresh air?

so, this is my new year post i guess, i haf been tied up wif all the reality world show life and i haf missed my updation of my little rainbow blog here.

so here goes, how do i celebrate my new year's eve? mmm i cried in bed with the fireworks splashing outside my house and on the television. i guess i celebrated the coming of this year wrongly and now i feel like i am still stuck in 2009. literally. somehow i feel i still am there but at times i realized that i am not when my eyes reached the calendar.

mmm, n i didn't spend my night's reaching the new year's eve, writing my resolution. that's ironic considering that i did that almost every year. but i guess we sometimes haf to change the routine and just go wif the flow wif what life haf to offer at the moment of time.

at this very morning, {while my mind was still fresh and wif the radio blasting wif my car stuck in the heavy traffic jam on my way to work} i realized that i want something. i consider that as my resolution lah. so here goes my resolution at this very tender age of 25 going 26 in October 2010 this year

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*i want it ALL by 30!*

p.s. all here means i am targeting everything to be achieved by the age of 30. everything here means mmm nanti sikit-sikit i will share in here k :) will i achieve it? i do not know yet. i have plan it, but it is just the matter of time and the effort i put in to make it come true. to make my dream a reality. to make my life a little bit more wonderful than what it is now. to reach upon the stars. to go beyond the imaginable. to have it all. Amin. Insyaallah.