Solstiss French Lace + Silk & Flora by Gucci

welcome 26th!

been out the whole day eating & shopping with umi and adib. got myself a beautiful and adorable set of Solstiss French Lace + Silk. i am too happy!~ and as we reached home we're too tired to do anything anymore and decided to just spend the night turning on makan depan tv sambil tengok bola mode.

hence, a little surprise present, a blooming fresh flowers nor romantic dinner is out of my imagination to welcome my birthday as i don't think adib have the time and the budget to splurge on anything coz, hmmp, we haf a bigger agenda which is coming ahead for us to think of~ Insyaallah.

thus, i decided to celebrate myself turning twenty six by praying as the clock ticks twelve a.m. Alhamdulillah. i felt a sense of relief with a peaceful tranquility feeling.

adib wish me and i thought of calling it a night already.

but, a few seconds later, adib came holding a little black bag with a little cute black ribbon on it.

well, my face instantly shines, my eyes blinks like a twinkle little star and my lips blooms wif the biggest smile :) as i hold the cute little black bag!

carefully i opened the bag. and to my surprise! i got this! {i've been wanting this for so long, tapi macam mahal, and tak berapa perlu sbb byk lagi yang lain, so malas nak beli, hiks, but now, i got it dy! heeeeee}

okey, simpan dulu ye, nanti pakai :)

no fresh flower is necessary as this cute little black ribbony perfume sums it all up :) perfect flowery scent and definitely spells goth r.o.m.a.n.t.i.c! :) i love it. thanks syg. owh, i love u!~

p.s. double dose of splurge. Terima Kasih Ya Allah. Alhamdulillah :)

i-City!~

yey! tadi i dah sampai sini. finally, heeee nice~

anyway, Happy Month-iversary syg :)

BPSCM by McD

been drooling over this new twist of taste offered by mcd each time the advert stream on tv and also the rave and buzz about it on fb.

well, got it for lunch today and the taste is indeed very pleasing. each bite gives just the right tinge of black pepper taste. a little bit hot after few little munch.

but it's a nyum nyum nyum, for those who loves a little bit of spice twist in their food~ go get yours now at the nearest outlet. it's worth a try! heeeee.

really miss these....

p.s. credits : google.

cita-cita saya...

when i was a kid in school, i haf a few of ambition that i want to try to pursuit. i might not know what it means that time, but somehow the button just fits.

igt tak masa kecik-kecik kita kena isi borang or something yang kena tulis cita-cita tu?

or

cikgu akan tanya apa cita-cita kita bila kita dah besar tu?

as for me, i haf a few.

One - i want to be a teacher/cikgu. i really want to become a teacher because i view them as being pretty with brain. they can teach and disseminate knowledge easily. they are smart and kids are "scared" of them but at the same time, they can also be the listener, and perhaps the one to guide and advice. well, they look pretty good doing what they do~ *tapi budak-budak tgk i, diorg anggap mcm teman sepermainan jeeee~

Two - i want to be a model/peragawati. as u know, being a model means being pretty. and looking beautiful is what they do best. i guess this ambition signify myself being beautify by professionals, pampered by designers, and dolled-up by artist. heeee. but when i was growing up, i had a tough time arguing with my parents as they don't allow me to become one. few opportunities were left astray and time past. i decided to listen to them. and now that i am older and a little wiser, i get what they mean and understand why they hinder me from becoming one. *syg pun tak berapa suke, so, lupakan sajala.

Three - i want to be a stewardess/flight attendance/peramugari. ini pun sama, saya nak jadi sbb saya tgk diorg cantik je serving the drinks and cute little nibbles on the plane. dah la dapat fly to everywhere. literally, i want to fly too, therefore by becoming one, i can fly all i want and everywhere i wish for and also doing it in style ;) *tapi kena tinggalkan family pulak, tak best, tak best.

tapi di atas ini semuanya, hanyalah khayalan kanak-kanak yang hanya melihat semuanya sebagai indah-indah sahaja. and now that i haf reached the age of understanding what life is all about and that there's no such thing as a clear water, i am definitely awake. awake by the truth of what life brings. i am slowly learning and adapting to it day by day.

back to cita-cita saya, now i am facing a cross roads of reaching for the ambition and becoming the closest thing i can become based on what my ambition was when i was a kid or just being comfortable with what i am now, a little bit more. *if u know me well, i'm sure u can guess what's the closest thing i am thinking to be, right? heeeee :) it's just that, i need some advice and a little consultation with the one who already had become one. i hope they can gif me some wise advice and shine a little light for me to make my decision.

hopefully, i will come to a good conclusion and by that i mean, i will finally be satisfy with the path that i am about to choose next. only time will tell. Insyaallah.

nak ni!~

i am hungry, therefore here are the list of random food that is swiveling around in my head, tak dapat pun takpe la, cuma bila lapar ni macam-macam teringin n now i rasa nak ni!~ :

* cereal & milk

* grilled cheese

* butter + kaya toast

* hashbrown

* black pepper spicy chicken mcdeluxe

* sayur campur

* Muhibbah {syg dgn umi dgn dekna tak favor this place :( kalau abah ade i'd go wif him everyday~}

my opportunity cost.

lets face it,

i am living my life the opposite way as to what most of everyone is having now. i haf so much on my plate and i won't settle for less. too ambitious is best to describe it. sometimes i do feel a bit left behind in terms of love life. and a little bit scared when i think of the numbers of my age. but, i believe everyone's life is unique and definitely not the same. and i am glad somehow syg understand it and always stick by my side supporting me. not to mention, my family. they are the backbone, of course. and economically speaking, i am now incurring an opportunity cost. it's bad.

when everyone is choosing a lovely bridal gowns, i am picking my plain working attire.

when everyone is waiting/receiving a great news of "you are pregnant", i am waiting for my news of "you are accepted", yet, again. {as a student, that is}

when everyone is choosing on which hospital for delivery and welcoming a baby, i am selecting which university to study and receiving my scroll, again. {final level, Insyaallah}

when everyone around me is happily carrying baby's essentials, i am carrying my files of notes.

when everyone is talking about breast pumps, i am thinking of Nose pumps {the shoe brands may vary}

and when some of everyone's kids have grown up and ready to be enrolled into schools, i am enrolling myself into school again, too, heee {well, u know what i mean}

career wise, i am planning to have a balance and comfortable one, before i enter into the life of being together as one. i cannot imagine myself staying at home attending to chores only as i don't enjoy cooking and cleaning as much as i love going out earning and studying. for me, chores is to be done as a part time job, not a full time one. nevertheless, i am not going to melanggar sebarang ketentuan Allah S.W.T. sekiranya yang sebaliknya berlaku. {minta dijauhkan yang buruk}

the problem is time as well as age. but as u already know it by now, i want it all. hmmp.

and in order to get all of it, i am taking things one at a time, step by step, baby steps. as i cant do it all together at once. sbb it requires time as well as focus. it revolves around three main categories :

* Education

* Career

& of course

* Being together as 1 with my him

targets haf been set and need to be achieved, Insyaallah. otherwise, i will feel imperfect. & as of now, baby is definitely my opportunity cost. click here to find out more. hmmp.

p.s. Ya Allah, berikanlah aku petunjuk dalam membuat segala apa jua keputusan dan lancarkanlah perjalananku untuk mencapai semua cita-citaku. Amin.

syg, jom.

1) i wanna go shoe shopping.

2) i wanna eat pizza.

3) i'm working tomorrow morning.

4) tonight's dinner, u decide, coz if u ask me, u know where my pick is ;p

5) i'm thinking of doing a little something for umi on 10.10.10. it's her anniversary wif arwah abah. besides it's a nice date. mungkin kita pergi makan cake ke. hikhikhik.

p.s. itu je kot, nanti i tambah lagi kalau ade. heee.

the little chef in us~

Thursday the seventh.

it's already 4 + pm and most of the people looks kinda tired and a bit lazy and some even went back early ;p i guess, the weekend vibe is already slowly creeping in~

for the past few weekends, me and adib spent the time, mostly at my house. some of the agenda was going out and grabbing some dinner together with my mom tagging along, buying some essential groceries item, watch tv, dvd, movie, and laptop at the same time,

andddddddddd

when we are a bit rajin we would turn our little chef mode on and COOK our own dinner at home. and somehow i find it fun, cooking and making a mess in the kitchen with the one you love~ *cooking is my least favourite thing to do, btw. and if i do it, it spells magic!~

by cooking at home we could spent time together without having to leave my mom home alone. plus, we get to mix & express our spice magic condiments by putting on our creative little spice glove and make the food as tasty and as nice as possible apart from it being edible? ;p heeeee. if tak sedap makan je jugak, hehehehe. and last couple of weeks, we made this.

Homemade Black Pepper Steak

{edible with a twist of east meets west, heeeee}

p.s. credits to afc and tlc for letting us build up our confidence in playing with the cutlery as well as most of the kitchen tools~ :)

Monoloque & Atilia - Kekanda Adinda

Oh Kekanda, jangan iri hati, Dinda naik pangkat lagi

Oh Adinda, Kanda mana dengki, malah Kanda support bini

Jadi Dinda mahu mengambil masa

Tapi Kanda mahu segera

Dinda ingin berjaya dalam kerjaya

Tapi Kanda mahu cahaya mata

Dinda belum bersedia

Kanda dah beria ria

Jadi yang mana satu?

Tak perlu bertengkar

Tak perlu bermasam muka

Oh Adinda, tolong jangan lekas curiga, lekas cemburu buta

Oh Kekanda, Dinda perlu berhati-hati, tak rela dikongsi

Kanda kerja overtime, terlebih masa

Itu yang Dinda harus berwaspada

Ini semua demi masa depan keluarga

Dengan Dinda atau sebaliknya?

Kanda kerja malam

Dinda kerja siang

Jadi bila nak bertemu?

Tak perlu bertengkar

Tak perlu bermasam muka

Oh adiwira, dewataku, mari ikut cara Dinda

Oh Tun Teja, intan permata, mari ikut cara Kanda

Bagaimana? Bagaimana kita nak selesaikannya?

Apa keputusannya?

Oh Kekanda mari nyawa, kita cuba komunikasi

Oh Adinda mari sayang, kita cuba toleransi

Walau kita janji sehidup semati, kita berlainan

Kanda polar kutub utara

Dinda kutub selatan

Komunikasi, sikap toleransi, itu yang kita perlu

Tak perlu bertengkar

Tak perlu bermasam muka

Walau kita sering dengan cara masing-masing

Kanda yang Perdana

Dinda yang Utama

Kanda segalanya

Dindalah nyawa

Kita tetap bahagia bila bersama sama

Bahagia bersama

Bersama selamanya

Bahagia selama-lamanya

p.s. catchy little rhythmic of melody and lovely little lyrics. in the same time describing what the real life is somehow all about? i feel happy listening to the rhythm and it got me thinking when it comes to the lyrics :) in a good way, that is.

ting-tong~ :) silakan masuk, selamat hari raya!~

back.

so, last month, many things haf been done to accommodate the self-fulfillment issue. little that i know, it was really numb-stakingly good to haf finally completed the first step of almost e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g.

as for me, i finally, for the second-th time, completed my application form - signed, sealed and delivered. and i never thought that syg would be there for me during the finalization of my fourth proposal. he took a day leave & teman me pergi mmu to bring my proposal for a review session with my proposed supervisor. without prior notice. he called and say he's in front of my house. heeeee. he may haf some other excuses, but nevertheless, i am still aww-ed by his gestures :) well, hoping for the best, and i am indeed currently anxiously waiting for the letter. hopefully there will be no more hiccups. Insyaallah.

as for him, he attended an interview session and was satisfied with the offer given, in fact they offered him more than what he had expected. but, the only drawback is that, the office operates on Saturday as well. hence, he is (or can i say i am? ;p) a bit hesitant to accept it IF he ever being offered by that company. *i guess, perfect is only a word. it carries no meaning at alllll, bluergh.

as for dekna, she already switched her job and is currently earning more than what she earned before at her previous company. am really happy for her. despite the short period of experience earned and still completing her study to obtain, yet, another scroll, she is considered as one lucky girl!~

as for umi & opah, i guess they are both happy? tehehehehe. okeyla. itu sahaja.

p.s. owh, saya baru start masuk office hari ni, after 29 days of leave. masuk hari Jumaat untuk berjinak-jinak dengan hari kerja. coz i think Isnin is a really bad day to start after a longgg holiday ;p