my first day of class.
a week before : my little sister : eh, aren't you suppose to be in class? *upon seeing me lazing around goyang kaki.
the night before : umi : pergi la tido, esok susah nak bangun pagi, nanti mengantuk pulak dalam kelas etc etc. *upon seeing me watching tv till like the wee hours.
on the morning itself : opah : wakes me up soooo early, i feel like sleeping in the bathroom while taking my shower!
on the morning itself : syg : calls me just to wake me up and arrives at my house soooo early even the birds pun tak bangun lagi.
conclusion : i am actually carrying a really heavy weight kind of hopes and dreams of others besides myself's and i can't see myself not getting it, as it will not only be, frustrating to myself, but also devastating to others. i really-really need all the steel strength there is in the world. Ya Allah, please guide me. Insyaallah.
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