ten years ago . . . . .

you know the feeling of how life brings you to a point that you realize that you are somewhere you don't even think that you'd be in ten years time? you're not crazily happy, but at the same time, not entirely sad la. okey-okey je la . . .

well, at least that's what happen to me & adib yesterday while we were chilling at home watching Junior MasterChef Finale with opah baca quran, umi sembahyang and dekna upstairs . . . .

he was so into the show that he go and make himself a simple little dish of a couple of sausages + bread + extra ingredients which i think is really unnecessary ;p *like the white pepper on a black pepper sausage? huh?

well that's because, he wanted to be a chef 11 years ago, and me, i wanted to be an interior designer, yes, it's already 10 freakin' years ago! but our parents did not approve of what was in our mind back then, hence we are where we are now.

and of course we have reached to that moment of in ten years from now, i want to be a . . . . . . . . moment.

and we realized that what our parents haf decided for us, which they think is the best for us, is really is the best.

you know why? coz, if we were to be rebellious-ly crazy and chose the path that we wanted to take before, we'd be . . . . . .

"adib : you, yes, you, please clean up the sotong {squid}

and prepare for all the other dish for the coming wedding

in our hotel ballroom tomorrow.

{acting as an Executive Chef in a well renowned Hotel}"

"kasuma : yes Datin Sri, i will paint and make sure your daughter's room

is in PINK color, together wif butterfly motifs. okey.

{acting as an Interior Designer for a high end project}"

and yes, all this will take place on weekends! damn, there goes our precious weekends. Thank God, we didn't follow through wif what we dumb-ly want. if not, we will not even be in this conversation + acting it out face to face together in front of the tv enjoying chocolates and snacks. though we don't really love it {hopefully, there will be a better opportunity for us later, Insyaallah} but at least we can enjoy our weekends together! :)

yaikss! parents truly knows whats best.

pavi-licious-ly good!

I'm in so much stress now i couldn't even sleep not thinking about things. but i can't just fly and leave things behind undone. thus, travel therapy is definitely a no-no.

so, what other therapy a girl can do to de-stress? yes, you shopaholic i know you're thinking of the same thing too. retail therapy! =D

so, off we fly to pavilion.

as every shopaholic would know, this is the place where we applaud to the person who discovers the rule of import and export! we need not fly to get to the things we want, the things flew here!

but, yes, there's a but, we definitely haf to set the credit limit if we go here as i am pretty sure you know how much expensive the labels in there, right? if we didn't stick to the limit, we'll definitely haf to go and wash the dishes in oldtown's kitchen ;p after our lunch.

we were greeted well lately when we're shopping or simply window shopping. i wonder why? there's hardly anymore annoying little eyes staring doubtful-ly at us. very impressive it is! i guess, because we looked more matured now?

as we walked in every store there'll be someone following us. & all i can do is smile back :) and there's one particular store who scored a bonus point as we felt very well appreciated *which lead to my money successfully flew off my hands, the lady greeted us so very well, wif a big HI! + a big smile as we walked down the stairs, we blushed! as we can see all eyes twitch to us ;p + i think because we told her that we'll be back if we're interested, and she remembered us so very well *commission maaaaa. hihih.

so she lined up all the designs that i love, with almost all the colors that they haf, and i was literally having five piece of handbags on me standing in front of the mirror comparing. seriously. go away eagle eyes, i don't care bout youh!~

half of the line up, as we already narrowed it down to the one that i really love :)

adib : ambik je yang mana-mana syg, semua cantik. *rrrrr, not helping at all ;p

look at me being uberly happy :) heee.

the last time i went to OU and the lady was so rajin, she goes all around the store finding what she thinks i might like for me to try on in the fitting room. i don't even haf to go out of there! and i bought every piece that fits in nicely :) i don't know who's happier me or the lady ;p as she can enjoy all the commission and i brought home a whole load of new bajus! heeee.

but, if i were to do it in this store, baik balik jalan kaki la ;p i better choose only one and be superbly sure that i love it, leaving some of the other designs for the next time retail therapy splurge indeed.

pay the amount and off we go wif the door opened for us, how very well treatment you gave us and i so totally felt like a little princess!

plus adib top it off wif a little word of motivation : once syg dah habis belajar, you can do this almost every month! heee, Amin, Insyaallah :)

Comic Crave

the last time i holistic-ly read a comic was ... hmmp ... lupa dah saya.

but for my other half, comic is like his passion, it's everywhere! in my car, in the bathroom, in my room ;p well, because he gave me a set of his favourite comics for me to keep. how crazy romantic is that? a boy gif u a comic as a sign of his love to you. well, we're different this way :) & i love u back k syg.

so, the other day, he ask me to find something from his bag, guess what is he carrying around so religiously in that bag besides laptop and some random stuff? comic of course :)

but this time, the title of this comic tickles me so hard, i laughed at him to a point sampai adib dah tak bole tahan dah kena tease! soorrry syg ;p see for yourself .......

Insan Ajaib!!

well, in some ways or another, we all want to be that Insan Ajaib, right? and at that time all he could think of is having that ajaib power and put a spell on me, just so that I would stop laughing at him and be vanished from his sight! ;p *some magical love, huh! haha.

shhhhhhh....jgn ckp umi.

i haf a secret ;p

it's about umi's sikat. yes, sikat rambut tuuu. semalam i used it, and i letak atas bumbung kereta after i use it. then masa busy2 tu, i probably accidentally left it there. sampai sekarang masih lupa samaada i dah ambik sikat tu bawak masuk rumah ke belum. *mungkin die dah selamat jatuh kat atas mana-mana highway tu* ;p

and pagi tadi umi sibuk cari sikat die. and all i did was smile diam-diam and berfikir. dah ambik ke belum? dah ambik ke belum? aaaaaa habislaaaaa.

if i tell her, mesti bising niiiiiii ;p

biar jela, i'll just replace it first! after that baru cerita :O

p.s. can someone create a system or some sort supaya sikat pun bole di-trace mcm hp? heeeeee.

p.s.s. & umi, the whole world dah tau that your sikat dah hilangg ;p

p.s.s.s. via htc. hence, the unjustified.

table for two.

it was a table for four and there were only the two of us.

i sat in front of him and he sat in front of me.

and guess what?

we felt so far but yet we're sitting at the same table. how weird. after awhile, we decided to scramble and sit next to each other.

now, this feels right. sitting next to each other. owh, well... hmmp.

.......................

p.s. like many other lovers out there, i do hope this kinda intangible moment will linger around like forever! hopefully.

Help!~

it's funny, when i am screaming out loud in my head for help, "it" actually appears on my desktop! coincidentally, stagnant there just for a second ;p

urgh! can't wait to hand it over back to the PIC when she's back. and i haf to remember to not be toooooo freaking stupidly nice to just say "yes" to everything next time!