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sorry to you readers for clicking and seeing there's no updates. i've been meditating and hibernating ;p
so, the hot news now is about my sudden and crazy decision of resigning. i haf reached a point in life where i haf to make a choice. and that involves an abrupt change of my current way of living. well, i am used to the 9-6 chaotic corporate drama shits and to not haf that is kinda like hmmp, too free?
but of course i have a strong reason. i want to concentrate on my PhD. so, too free is out of the way, as i will be struggling and squeezing my ideas out. which definitely lead to a new stress level building, the pressure of getting it done!
but of course i have a strong reason. i want to concentrate on my PhD. so, too free is out of the way, as i will be struggling and squeezing my ideas out. which definitely lead to a new stress level building, the pressure of getting it done!
the news of the resignation spread so fast even the one i don’t expect to know, knows. well, of course there’s a mix reactions to it, good as well as bad,
like for example, i can never forget this very sad statement coming from someone who is living and breathing the same air as me, i mean, i pity you seriously, where were you when our Prime Minister talks about Vision 2020 ? the statement goes something like this :
“buat apa belajar tinggi-tinggi, nanti dah kahwin, duduk kat dapur je”
i was stunt and think carefully before answering and my suave-ly response comes out. of course, i try very hard, to not sound berlagak, riak, takbur, sombong and all that la,
“takpe, nanti i duduk kat dapur i ade PhD…"*giggles~
and after that, making sure i, myself, positify the negative statement, Insyaallah, i will try my very best to get it. Insyaallah.
like for example, i can never forget this very sad statement coming from someone who is living and breathing the same air as me, i mean, i pity you seriously, where were you when our Prime Minister talks about Vision 2020 ? the statement goes something like this :
“buat apa belajar tinggi-tinggi, nanti dah kahwin, duduk kat dapur je”
i was stunt and think carefully before answering and my suave-ly response comes out. of course, i try very hard, to not sound berlagak, riak, takbur, sombong and all that la,
“takpe, nanti i duduk kat dapur i ade PhD…"*giggles~
and after that, making sure i, myself, positify the negative statement, Insyaallah, i will try my very best to get it. Insyaallah.
okay, the thing about jumping off the career wagon is that, it has a lot of challenges coming ahead of me, and of course being a girl who already knows the pleasure of having my own hard earned pocket money, i am scared. like so scared i count every single cent i use!
i've tried so hard to convince umi and adib to support me, & alhamdulillah, i got their support. my little sister knows a little bit or two about the news and she also wants to support by wanting to lend her ear to listen. but she herself is damn busy wif Master's, i don't haf the heart to disturb. coz, ya, i freaking know what it's like! i've been there. and opah, hmmp, i don't know how to tell her, i'll leave that to my mom ;p
as far as the office procedure is concern, i manage to talk to the one who matters nicely and they somehow understand my situation and even gif me the assurance that i can come back anytime that i want. well, hopefully their sweet mouth don't spit bitter saliva. Insyaallah.
now that i really am is counting the days to go, as i put down one month notice of resignation period, i do feel sad to leave. i mean, who doesn't right ?
& what i truly crazily want now is to get my PhD done, with of course, flying colors results. Amin. Insyaallah. thank you very much for your support family, fiancé & friends!
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