i'm watching this masterchef Australia 2 now.
they're in Paris this episode. in my mind i am imagining myself there as a tourist.
in terms of the competition, i'm synchronizing wif my situation of being a student, standing in front of all the panel members, hearing them commenting on my presentation.
i can somewhat feel what they are feeling hypothetically, as mine is only imaginatively scheduled to be held end of this year Insyaallah. *& of which hopefully will be okay! please.
for the time being, i am so scared each time i am preparing for a class presentation. all round scared.
but, like one of my classmate put it while we were having a light brunch after class "you don't expect them to say, owh, you're good, you did great, you are ready!?" and i think that is almost quite right, especially at this early stage of the course, and that manage to put me at ease.
but of course, i'd like to stay positive and take any bitter smack down comments as a challenge for me to become better. not to be demotivated or shit. coz, yes, i've come a long way, i've received pretty much a variety of types of rejections.
the last time i presented in front of the first professor {our class is lead by two professor lecturing alternately} his harsh comments basically make me think so deep and lead me to twisting my life threehundredsixtydegree. yes, he's one of the reason i made my decision to quit my job.
and coincidentally the second presentation was with another professor, so i could not get to hear his comment after i quit. because of course, i'd like to know whether i haf improved or not. and presenting the enhance version of the first presentation to the second professor, i never imagine i'd get a positive comment, just a little, a very little one in fact. but at least the comment is better than before and i know i am improving, baby steps that is. & at that time, i'm ecstatic! you haf no idea. Alhamdulillah.
and now, as i am typing this, i am terrified, because this coming Friday, i am going to present to the first professor who's going to hear the enhance version of the second presentation. and i reckon, he'll be mean ;p
i don't know, hopefully, he'll haf a good lunch and not that mean. please. please. please! & yes, i'm scared :'(
they're in Paris this episode. in my mind i am imagining myself there as a tourist.
in terms of the competition, i'm synchronizing wif my situation of being a student, standing in front of all the panel members, hearing them commenting on my presentation.
i can somewhat feel what they are feeling hypothetically, as mine is only imaginatively scheduled to be held end of this year Insyaallah. *& of which hopefully will be okay! please.
for the time being, i am so scared each time i am preparing for a class presentation. all round scared.
but, like one of my classmate put it while we were having a light brunch after class "you don't expect them to say, owh, you're good, you did great, you are ready!?" and i think that is almost quite right, especially at this early stage of the course, and that manage to put me at ease.
but of course, i'd like to stay positive and take any bitter smack down comments as a challenge for me to become better. not to be demotivated or shit. coz, yes, i've come a long way, i've received pretty much a variety of types of rejections.
the last time i presented in front of the first professor {our class is lead by two professor lecturing alternately} his harsh comments basically make me think so deep and lead me to twisting my life threehundredsixtydegree. yes, he's one of the reason i made my decision to quit my job.
and coincidentally the second presentation was with another professor, so i could not get to hear his comment after i quit. because of course, i'd like to know whether i haf improved or not. and presenting the enhance version of the first presentation to the second professor, i never imagine i'd get a positive comment, just a little, a very little one in fact. but at least the comment is better than before and i know i am improving, baby steps that is. & at that time, i'm ecstatic! you haf no idea. Alhamdulillah.
and now, as i am typing this, i am terrified, because this coming Friday, i am going to present to the first professor who's going to hear the enhance version of the second presentation. and i reckon, he'll be mean ;p
i don't know, hopefully, he'll haf a good lunch and not that mean. please. please. please! & yes, i'm scared :'(
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