2am nerve.

it's almost 2am, and i am tossing and turning, can't sleep. well, not that i am not tired, i am. but here, i am blogging, how wide awake i am. usually i'll doze off easily after a cup of hot milo! but not tonight. sigh.

i think because i'm so scared or worried or "i don't know how to describe it actually". but one thing for sure, Insyaallah one day bila saya dah berjaya, i'll always reminisce "this" feeling. it is undescribable. the anxiety, the nerve. adoi. pedih. it IS definitely not easy.

owh, i've registered for one more subject, next semester. and it will be the last subject. the last one. for my course and my whole study level. it's so historic, i can't believe it sometimes. tak sabar nak habis! Insyaallah, hopefully i will pass. Amin.

got the result for one of the previous subject taken, and i Passed. Alhamdulillah. still waiting for another one. *takut sgt saya.

ape-ape pun, saya harap, everything will be smooth. Insyaallah. please always pray for the best for me. many thanks.

via htctp2.

adib si cikgu besar.

guess who just suddenly called to just check on what i am doing {my progress} in the middle of the night? & what i really was doing, is browsing Dior's homepage & dreaming of Paris.

it's syg of course. i'm pretty sure u guessed it right teehee ;p

him : syg buat ape tu?
her : tgk tv with my macbook on as well, kenapa syg?
him : saja nak cek syg bt ape.
her : owh.
him : dah buat kerja ke belum.
her : yerrrr *sambil pujuk die suruh pegi tido balik ;p
him : buat la kerja, berbulan - bulan dah. *look at him exaggerating, mana ade berbulan2! huh.
her : *dush! kena bash with his words.
him : okayla, syg buat kerja tau.
her : okay, nite - nite syg.

10 mins later.

i am blogging this and you are reading it now :)

p.s. cikgu besar dah tido balik, jadi saya tak berapa takut dah haha.

p.s.s. shit, tetiba takut Dr Ong mengamuk kecik, okay2, target : end of this month! must!

.....

umi, adib & me. in the car going somewhere.

her : bestnyaa, adib's cousin dapat offer kerja in Paris.
him : itula, tapi tak sure lagi, if jadi die duduk sana dalam setahun.
her : jom pegi syg!
umi : pegila, hujung tahun ni ke.
her : *uish umi bagi green light & sounds like she wants to sponsor! because she sponsored my little sister's Euro Trip before. duh!
him : .....
her : ha, jomla syg, kita pegiii *excited!
umi : duduk dua minggu ke, sebab seminggu mcm sekejap je kan.
her : *beams, maybe she really is going to sponsor, after all pegi Paris je kan.

.....

her : okay, bestnya! dua minggu, umi belanja eh?
umi : eih! use your own money la.
her : owh, okay. *alaaaa.

him : look at me sitting at the back through the mirror.
her : *sulk, nangis dalam hati. hmmp.

p.s. via htctp2

My version of Lemon-y Spaghetti.

hi lovely readers! how are you? blows blog, it looks dusty, teehee. okay, let me share wif you the recipe of this lemon-y spaghetti that i love soooo much. actually someone requested for it and i am more than happy to share it. *blushing! :)

My version of Lemon-y Spaghetti {for 1 person}

Ingredients

spaghetti

a little oil {olive/sunflower} or any oil that you use in your kitchen.

1 piece garlic {minced}

1 shallot {sliced}

½ onion {sliced}

1 - 2 pieces of fresh red chili/dried chili {quarter or you can cut it smaller if you prefer}

5 - 8 pieces of prawns

½ lemon

salt and pepper to taste

crispy popcorn chicken & a slice of lemon

How to?

first step : put spaghetti in a pot of water, cook till al dente, drain and set aside. keep a cup of the starchy water to use later.

second step : add in oil in a hot non-stick pan, add in garlic. stir. add in shallot. stir. add in onion and chili. stir till well combined.

third step : add in the prawns and let it cook nicely.

fourth step : add in the spaghetti, stir lightly. if it looks a little dry, put in some of the starchy water. if not, no need.

fifth step : squeeze in that lovely lemon! :) add salt + pepper to taste. i prefer white pepper. mix well.

sixth step : taste. for me, it must be rich wif lemon, zing from the garlic, and a little spicy from the chili and pepper, done!

seventh step : serve wif crispy popcorn chicken & a slice of lemon. best eaten when it's hot. bon appetite!

p.s. hope you love it & happy trying! :)