infinity love.

so, let's share a little bit of a story that transpires in the past couple of weeks, coz if i don't this little blog of mine might be dead - and i don't want that to happen - not yet.

the reason i am so under the weather is that, i was a little bit traumatized by the last final that i had. it was so hard that i feel like hiding under the blanket and the only thing i could do that time was just hope for the best coz, well i couldn't fix it anymore. the exam is over.

never in my academic years history that i left a question unanswered, unsolved. the least i'd do is at least jot something, even a little dot is fine. but this one, the last paper in my academic years, {for this time around i mean, coz in the future if i am destined to take up another course, that's a different story} i couldn't even write a thing! i don't know how to solve it. and if you know me, i love math so much that it matters a lot to me that i couldn't answer it.

so, that is why, waiting for the result was so dreadful that i've stayed silently under the tempurung and pray. Alhamdulillah when i went to get the result, i made it. i Passed. Alhamdulillah, thanks Ya Allah. 

the dramatic fiasco ends there and i am more than happy to accept the fact that i don't always can be a perfectionist. i have to let things go.

and you know what, a few days ago syg had a math attributes describing the state that he's in, being with me. infinity love.

math. me. us. love. always. Insyaallah.