just a little story.

i always have this in mind that a person who says, susahnya or susah can be classified into two kinds of person. saying it positively or negatively.

the one who says susahnya or susah positively, will do anything to make sure that he/she go through that hardship no matter what until the goal is achieved.

while the pessimist who utters susahnya or susah, not only will not do anything about it, but he/she don't even know what base did he/she compares it with when uttering those words out.

well, until i found this comment which labeled as spam today. that's like a year ago. ops.

so, i googled stockdale paradox and found these,

The Stockdale Paradox is named after admiral Jim Stockdale, who was a United States military officer held captive for eight years during the Vietnam War. Stockdale was tortured more than twenty times by his captors, and never had much reason to believe he would survive the prison camp and someday get to see his wife again. And yet, as Stockdale told Collins, he never lost faith during his ordeal: “I never doubted not only that I would get out, but also that I would prevail in the end and turn the experience into the defining event of my life, which, in retrospect, I would not trade.”

Then comes the paradox: While Stockdale had remarkable faith in the unknowable, he noted that it was always the most optimistic of his prisonmates who failed to make it out of there alive. “They were the ones who said, ‘We’re going to be out by Christmas.’ And Christmas would come, and Christmas would go. Then they’d say, ‘We’re going to be out by Easter.’ And Easter would come, and Easter would go. And then Thanksgiving, and then it would be Christmas again. And they died of a broken heart.”

What the optimists failed to do was confront the reality of their situation. They preferred the ostrich approach, sticking their heads in the sand and hoping for the difficulties to go away. That self-delusion might have made it easier on them in the short-term, but when they were eventually forced to face reality, it had become too much and they couldn’t handle it.

Stockdale approached adversity with a very different mindset. He accepted the reality of his situation. He knew he was in hell, but, rather than bury his head in the sand, he stepped up and did everything he could to lift the morale and prolong the lives of his fellow prisoners. He created a tapping code so they could communicate with each other. He developed a milestone system that helped them deal with torture. And he sent intelligence information to his wife, hidden in the seemingly innocent letters he wrote.

Collins and his team observed a similar mindset in the good-to-great companies. They labeled it the Stockdale Paradox and described it like so:

You must retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties.
AND at the same time…
You must confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.

For me, the Stockdale Paradox carries an important lesson in personal development, a lesson in faith and honesty: Never doubt that you can achieve your goals, no matter how lofty they may be and no matter how many critics and naysayers you may have. But at the same time, always take honest stock of your current situation. Don’t lie to yourself for fear of short-term embarrassment or discomfort, because such deception will only come back to defeat you in the end.

Living the first half of this paradox is relatively easy, since optimism really isn’t that hard. You just choose to believe that it will all turn out for the best, and everything that happens to you is a means to that end. Simple as.

But optimism on its own can be a dangerous thing:

There’s no difference between a pessimist who says, “Oh, it’s hopeless, so don’t bother doing anything,” and an optimist who says, “Don’t bother doing anything, it’s going to turn out fine anyway.” Either way, nothing happens. – Yvon Chouinard

So you need to embrace the second half of the Stockdale Paradox to really make strides. You must combine that optimism with brutal honesty and a willingness to take action.

source : http://www.ndoherty.com/

it definitely strengthen the ideology that i have always believe in, of which before i thought was only the way i self motivated myself to go through my education drama. i never thought there's a living proof of it.

and it couldn't come at a more better time, because guess what, i am now actually sinking my head in the sand. i am sinking it deep because of how hard it is to face rejection after rejection, critics after critics and though i did positify it, but sometimes it's just too much a girl could take that i feel like i couldn't take it anymore. it's hard. it even hurts. Ya Allah. only You know and only the one who go through it felt. and i can only share with words.

Alhamdulillah He has shown me the way out of the sand. no more self pity, it's hard but i have to face it! like seriously. with tears along the way. well, not in front of you anyway.

*cry*