where are you?

i am beyond words. i don't know how to say it but i have to say it because i am about to cry searching for the source of one of the factors in my theoretical framework. i have countless journals saved and bookmarks-ed i have no idea where is that particular source is. where are you? -__-

maybe it's the fact that my brain is already so tired. i forgot when i last slept. i mean now is 5.49 am, 12 july 2013, it is suppose to be someone's morning but for me, it is still my night simply because i have not sleep yet. so yeah, i don't know what i am blabbing now makes sense to you, but i just want to share. that is the worst part of being a fulltime student after experiencing employment life. work sucks, but at least it is time oriented. fulltime student, being relying on yourself alone, makes you scattered the time frame and "jambalaya"-ing day and night, weekdays and weekends. 7 days a week thinking and planning on what to do next to get it done. penat saya :(

owh well, i should be getting to finding the source, now. i need to sleep, cause apart from that, i still need to jumble domestic as well as responsibility issues.

i really need a break. but i can't for now. sad.

**updated at 7.41 am. found. sent. joy.