a week ago.....

Had scramble eggs and bread for new year's eve supper :)

7 days ago, it was new year's eve.....
Me and adib planned to chill around kl and admire the colourful fireworks (my favourite). but then, we can just plan, tapi Allah swt yang menentukannya. and on 31 dec 08 early in the morning adib received a bad news from his kampung-his grandma pass away, Innalillahiwainnahirajiun. So our planned got canceled and adib went back to kampung with his family. I decided not to plan anything new to celebrate the new year and decided to tuck in at home on my couch in front of my tv wif my umi sleeping soundly in bed wif my sister off the scene as she's out celebrating it. and that's how i enter the new year. in my pyjamas laying on my couch, dreaming :)

slept late and decided to woke up early in the morning (pukul 9 dh bgn :P). did some gardening and chill all day long as usual. I am lucky to haf a mother who never really force me to work but always supporting me in my studies, Alhamdulillah. now, she asked me to go into Monash University or Sunway University College to further my studies. but in my mind i just want to do it in MMU. takpe, i habiskan yg ni dulu k, then only i think about furthering my studies.

this new year, i banyak dapat soalan2 pressure like.....tak keje ke hari ni?, takkan tak keje lagi kot?, and the like, even from strangers yg tak knal I-masa i reload my TnG at the "tambah nilai" counter, the brother was like "tak keje ke?" and I smile wif my simple answer "tak, thank you" and drove off.....hmmmmm it kinds of putting a pressure on me as I feel like I am useless or something, tapi adib selalu remind me that I am still studying, and not to worry much. Thanks syg for supporting me :) tapi i bersyukur sgt2 sbb I can still stay at home and study and not really worry much about working and just be happy although i really want to get a job and become someone berguna. ntahla.....lets just go wif the flow ya and be thankful wif everything.

p.s. i will try my best to fulfill umi and arwah abah's dream & hope. Insyaallah.