togetherness.

this is the first weekend that i woke up soo early, that i macam terkejut yang i can actually do that. i bangun pagiii, at 9.00 am. jump off the bed to kemas-kemas the house sebab opah nak datang, takut opah bising pulak if rumah semak sgt :P

we had breakfast and pergi ou pagi-pagi. omg. tak percaya i pergi ou pagi-pagi :P {sbb theres a lot of things to be settled in just one day, so terpaksala, shit please tick tock slowly Mr. Clock} mission yg penting is to shop for a new steam iron {for easy iroing sbb i hate ironing} and new vacuum cleaner and also a visit to the salon for a hair treatment and a little trim.

so we malls-hopping from ou to the curve and the mission was accomplished by the evening and we were so tired that we can't barely walk anymore. penat gile. then syg got a call from Nal and Kown nak ajak lepak-lepak, minum-minum {perfectla, sbb dah penat gile jalan-jalan} we chill in Rasta taman tun for a little drink sambil making fun of each other hehe and also catching up on each others latest updates on life. damn interesting, fun and funny get together :)

while i am typing this now, syg and his friends sedang enjoy their boys night out away from the girls, it is sort of a bachelor night party for Nal who is going to get married to Amy next week :) Congratulations Amy & Nal in advance. so haf fun boys, just don't be too naughty ya.

p.s. thanks for all the advices and all the kata-kata supportive people :)

i love it when the lovebugs is flying around my little rainbow.

been painting the town red wif my beezeeness mode this month. this will be the last post for this month's week and myself being unemployed. moving forward and continuously catching all the information/education bugs is what i am set for. the thing that really bugs me is when there is some manusia out there who does not know how to take care or even care of other people's heart {manusia yang selfish dan tidak berperi-kemanusiaan, sangat jahat itu orang, tapi i tak suke balas-balas, i prefer to keep quiet and just let him/her be, biar Allah s.w.t je yang balas ye}

so, few days ni asyik-asyik keluar je la as usual, and sampai Mr. Clock dah taknak tunggu i dah, cepat je die tick tock tick tock, tengok-tengok dah malam je. pergi sini, pergi sane, shopping, jalan-jalan, makan, tido, bla-bla eh dah habis dah minggu ni.

among the significant thing that happened that i would love to share in here is that, i went for breakfast in Oldtown, Cj {sambil hujan-hujan sejuk-sejuk sleepy-sleepy combo} and slept in the car lepas makan breakfast tu and after that pegi LKW wif dekna wif zombi-ed face sebab baru bangun :P

owh, pegi MMU on wednesday to get some stuff and settle some things so that i will start working with a box of peaceful and empty mind. pastu i pegi browse through the thesis in the Research Library while choosing some catchy title to read, as a way of preparing myself for the next level {highly hopeful student is just plain me, heeeee} while waiting for my mom's office hour to finish.

hmmm, owh one more one more, on our monthly anniversary this month we get to spend it together hehe, we went for lunch + tea and chill. present tak penting, yang penting the togetherness, susah nak dapat tu sbb working days :) so it was damn great.

and today, helped umi clear up her space in the office. she looks a bit sad, but neither of us let the feelings out. deep down inside our little heart we are crying, we are moving forward, time is moving forward, time is changing and so do us.

checklist:
umi early retirement confirmation : confirmed
dekna accepted offer letter : received
my career status : employed

new and improved math arithmetics:
shop + study + sleep + work

rainy monday.

i am malas-ing throughout the day and i wake up too late that sometimes i missed the sunlight because i am a stay at home student, and there's once when there's only a little bit of sunlight left, i decided to go to the park and enjoy the people-watching moments and yummy-dessert relief. but now, i can happily answer to the "tak kerja ke?" question happily, as my answer now would be "going to" :) instead of "belum, study lagi" :)

i am happy but at the same time i am tremendously horrifiedly nervewreckingly scared. i am scared. okeyla, i admit, this is my first serious job. and if it isn't because it is part of the course that i am taking now, i would still not be working yet. i would still go on studying. like adib was saying to me before "sebab tu la ade requirement macam ni, untuk orang-orang macam syg la" {referring to me yang takut untuk kerja and takkan ade experience kerja if requirements untuk bekerja tidak ditetapkan atas student-student}

i takut bukan sbb ape, takut kena marah, takut kena bully, takut macam-macamla {maybe sbb i dah diajar kerja tu scary} and maybe because since i was young my dad tak bagi i kerja, i igt lagi masa habis SPM kan semua orang nak kerja, my dad would be so mad at me if i even go out and find a job. so, i pun ikut la cakap die, chill at home, shopping, tido, teevee, makan, jalan-jalan, enjoy, all the things that normally people do to relax la, and not to forget rebel la as what a stupid teenager would do sbb tak dapat ape die nak, bodoh gile {now, as i grow up, i understand why you did that to me, and i am grateful, thanks abah for letting me live my life, now i miss u so much it hurts badly} :(

owh, siang tadi bangun-bangun pegi gym wif dekna sbb die bole bawa guest. so, i decided to gif it a try and see the environment whether i like it or not and whatever la. now, i'm still indecisive. maybe i nak tgk dulu how my new schedule would be when i start working and after that i will decide. if dah join malas jugak nak pegi, then baru fikir nak replace the broken treadmill pulak. or turun naik tangga je la. exercise jugak kan. let time decide.

pastu pegi dinner wif umi and dekna, makan punya la byk that i think "baik tak payah pegi gym mcm ni" :P susah-susah work out then eat up a feast. the kilos will jump back up again la. alaaaa, leceh la, benci!

p.s. Alhamdulillah. i am grateful wif my life.

i am an idiot!!

i hate myself. i marah myself sbb i terjatuhkan the watch that syg gave me as a present and i terpecahkan kaca die. bodohla kasuma ni!! sorry syg. kasuma TER. bukan sengaja. jgn mara kasuma k? please? nasib baik ade warranty lagi, tapi tatau tu bole cover ke tak. tapi ape-ape pun akan berusaha untuk pastikan kaca itu direpair. i want it to be on my wrist back.

pastu syg ejek kasuma "nanti adib belikan syg jam getah je la" {referring to me as a little kid} "tak pecah". kasuma "nanak" {geleng-geleng kepala, dgn muncung-muncung merajuk sbb kena mara kecik dgn syg}

p.s. syg nanak belikan kasuma ape-ape dah eh? {janganlaaa}

he can also be insensitive when...

he can also be insensitive when there is only one chair and he sits down instead of offering me to sit down like what a gentleman SHOULD do :P

i know he loves me more when...

i know myboyfriend loves me more when he arrived at my house, he saw my tired face and he went straight to help me to tidy up the house. the house was in a mess because of the set up. myboyfriend help me push the couch back, tutup langsir, push the almari, check all the pintu and tingkap and he even help pasangkan balik curtain yang messy tercabut-tercabut. hermmm. all this is done without being asked by me. he sees me, masuk rumah and terus buat. he even talked to himself while doing it "eh kenapa adib kemas-kemas ni?" tapi tangan bergerak-gerak capai barang :) and i just sambung makan dinner that he brought with him for me and my mum. hermmm. i love u syg :)

my friday story.

my friday story for now would always be shopping and dining in klcc.

i was famished masa tunggu syg keluar office sbb i already skipped breakfast-lunch sebab bangun lambat and also {sebab bosan la jugak kalau makan sorang-sorang, tunggu syg je la} i only ate Ferrero Rocher on the way out and an ice cream while waiting for syg. while i was enjoying my sweet treat, i was captivated by my surroundings. on one corner, i saw this boy who is being interviewed {i guess, part time kot, sbb he was wearing casual je} he looks so nervous and try to be as humble as he could be {analyzed by how he seat and talk to the interviewer} good luck for the job bro :)

at one end i saw this lovely couple {yang sudah bersara i guess, based on how they carry themselves in public and based on their appearance} the husband was sweet as he walks to the aisle for refill and the wife kemas-kemas the table while waiting for her husband. in their golden years, i considered their gestures as sweet :)

few minutes later, syg sampai and i bertukar menjadi sgt happy and gembira and saya senyum sgt besar hingga bole sampai ke telinga :P

reached klcc and jalan-jalan and jalan-jalan lagi sambil hungry. syg pun sgt hungry.
me: syg nak makan ape? any idea?
adib: tatau, ape-ape la.
me: {yey} kasuma nak makan sushi!
adib: {owh no, menyesal cakap ape-ape la gestures}
me: yes, jom syg :)
adib: okey la.
*adib tak minat makan sushi, only bila die lapar saja saya bole ajak die makan benda yang die tak minat sebab die akan makan ape sahaja apabila die lapar :) hehehe

after we've finished dinner, we went shopping. :) that's about it.

dine + chill + shopping + mall-hopping + makan ice cream + shopping + drive sambil buka tingkap sambil menari-narikan tangan :) + little responsibilities + duduk diam-diam + takut! + thinking + miss opah sgt-sgt + umi bebel-bebel + hope my sister would be accepted in LKW + miss syg sbb 5 hari tak jumpa = my everyday for now

p.s. saya masih belajar tentang erti kehidupan yang sebenar :)

little thursday lunch.

for lunch just now, me umi and dekna went out and eat together. did i tell u, it really is a big deal for me if we ever get to go out and haf a descent meal together? and we talked, chilled, laughed, and share a little bit of story. that's about it. bangun lambat-went out for lunch-balik tido :P

sebak masa buat tags ni.

i owe u this tagging tags Mawar, thanks... heeeee... it's a wedding tags... oppsssy i guess my category would be the second one :)

The Rules and Regulations
1- Pada yang telah berkahwin, anda dikehendaki postkan gambar perkahwinan anda dalam blog anda.
2- Pada yang belum berkahwin pulak, postkan gambar perkahwinan yang paling bermakna buat anda yang pernah anda hadiri e.g. perkahwinan ex-kekasih ke, kawan baik ke, artis popular ke, tak kiralah, asalkan ia membawa seribu erti buat anda.
3- Jangan edit-edit tau gambar-gambar tu. kalau banyak postkan gambar-gambar lagi bagus, okey tu je, senangkan.

and here goes...

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*Fatirah & Nazrul
pengantin perempuan adalah my friend yang sangat rapat
from MMU, now she's happily blessed with a son named Nabil.


*Kown wif Myboyfriend

pengantin lelaki adalah kawan baik syg and
"blood brothers" is their way of describing that they are best buddies.
now, Kown tengah happy menunggu kelahiran babynya bersama Shila :)

*Shila wif Me

*Emma & Edd

pengantin lelaki and pengantin perempuan adalah my friend
since sekolah rendah, sekolah menengah and sampai sekarang :)
for more picture on Emma & Edd Wedding, click here

gambar-gambar di atas adalah sebahagian daripada kawan-kawan saya yang telah berkahwin, ada di antara anda yang tidak dipostkan bukan kerana tidak penting tetapi gambar anda tidak terdapat dalam folder di MacBook ini. i am sorry. tapi anda tahu, jika anda kawan saya, saya amat menghargai anda untuk selama-lamanya. i love you friends too much that it really tears me apart if anything bad ever happen in the relationship. but then, what can i do if the bad thing wants to interfere and ruin everything? {minta jauhkanlah} just go wif the flow, cherishing every moments that we haf together, stay away from hurting each other and avoid any stupid conflict is a little bit of what my stand is, on friendship.

p.s. weddings adalah perkara yang sangat cepat membuatkan hati saya sebak sebab happy for them & sesiapa saja yang berkahwin and come to think of it makes me realize how time really terbang and how kehidupan membawa surprises that we can never think of before. i am growing and so do people around me. but one thing for sure, my daddy will never get to see me get married and that hurt me the most when it comes to wedding talk {crying like a little baby, stupid me, i cant stop the teardrops, damn} :((

p.s.s. kepada kawan-kawan yang weddingnya tidak dapat kami hadiri, we are sorry ya, Selamat Pengantin Baru people, sesiapa sahaja yang membaca dan yang penting yang baru sahaja berkahwin! kasuma is spreading some blogs love wedding notes here :)

awesomeness moments.

as i am typing this, syg is still in the office, sgt workaholic myboyfriend sorang tu. he said kena siapkan report which the dateline is tomorrow. you can do it k syg, i know u can. much-much sikit. :)

so, today me and my little sister went to Lim Kok Wing. she wants to apply for furthering her studies there. as we enter the black building :P we was in awe because everything looks black :P and as we were searching for the marketing department for the application, we jalan-jalan sambil tengok-tengok kawasan sekeliling. nice but it was so hot and we decided to find the place as fast as possible.

*bammmm, masuk tempat marketing die, macam laluan hallway yg sgt besar, air-conditioned to perfection, so perfect sbb kitorang pun tgh panas ni, then the marketing personnel ask us to enter into this transparent cubicle square room to assist us on the application and everything. ask all the necessary things and little bit of this and that, then we are done. now, tunggu je sama ada diterima atau pun tidak. Insyaallah di terima. Amin. pastu while on the way to the car, i saw this awesome black Merc parked in front of the entrance {must be someone big} then tgk-tgk, he was Professor Emeritus Tan Sri Dato' Dr. Lim Kok Wing, himself {saya sgt cepat kagum dgn pencapaian orang-orang ternama dan bijak pandai ni, dreamy~} nampak so rushing and we can only see the back of him as he enters his own awesome big black building with his name on it. awesomeness.

had breakfast-lunch-dinner all at one go in Padi in Cyberjaya {sbb bangun-bangun tengahari, terus pg LKW then dah almost tea time tak makan ape-ape pun lagi} :P sgt kelaparan sudah. lepak-lepak, chill-chill, minum-minum, cakap-cakap, borak-borak, then nantuk-nantuk sudah. heeeee. sampai rumah tido. pastu dah tengah malam bangun, mandi then surfing. just now i was browsing through all these five figure tagged stuff. dreamy~

p.s. Mawar, i still owe u the tagging tags games. heeeee :)

little story of the day.

woke up early in the morning {pukul 10 lebih, that is early enough for me, for now} and went straight to the mall for an appointment with a friend of mine. it was supposed to be just a talk-discuss-lunch appointment, but then, my friend was a bit late.

so, ape kah yang akan terjadi kepada kasuma, kalau di biarkan di shopping mall sorang-sorang? jawapan nya ada lah, die akan mall cruising dan akan jalan-jalan cari barang yang menarik untuk di beli. bila-bila dan di mana-mana jua. tralalalala :)

pastu after that talk-discuss-lunch appointment finishes, i mall-hopping to another mall. jalan-jalan cari barang lagi.. teeheee now as i am writing this, i feel so tired and kemalasan sambil menonton teeleeveesee. while in the car with my mum, she was bebel-ing to me "pergi la salon, potong rambut, dah messy dah tu, freshen up sikit" and i'm like "yeah, i think so too, nanti la dalam this week ke, next week ke" {in need of a little hair treatment jugak ni, hope i can find a suitable time for that little pampering moment}

owh one more thing, my mum haf been eyeing on this top from Guess {which she think is beautiful} and she keeps asking me whether i haf buy the top or not {she asked me to find the same exact top like she saw on teevee :P} that's a bit about my mum on shopping and hair care, so alasan i untuk pergi salon & shopping sgt kukuh dan valid untuk di lakukan pada bila-bila masa sahaja, thanks umi :)

p.s. syg keje until malam-malam today, shian syg :(

spare me some opinions?

can any of you share your thoughts wif me? :)

i am having trouble thinking of whether to join the gym or just buying a treadmill for the house.

now, we haf a little gym at home, the problem is, the treadmill is broken and we need to replace it for the exercise perusal. but then again, i am thinking of joining the gym, just for the fun of exercising. ntahla.

nak join gym ke atau nak beli treadmill je?

p.s. weight issue sucks.

dinner for two :)

syg had to work till late in the evening and we went out at around 8 something and circle around ou and the curve before going for a lovely yummylicious dinner. and now I'm writing in here as we just got back from the sweet flowery smelling little candle light dinner wif two steaks and one quarter chicken :P {kitorang lapar sikit la malam ni :P so order extra meal, haha} it was quite crowded and we manage to get a table for us after like ten to fifteen minutes waiting. but it was worth the wait as we really enjoy the juicy and deliciously grilled yummy meal. not really a celebration but just a normal lovely dinner for two :) *burp. Alhamdulillah.

p.s. happy love-love day all year round people :) as usual, kasuma is spreading some blogs love notes to all the readers {if i haf any reader, that is ;P}

no harm trying, right?

i am going to share/propose my thesis idea with pihak yang berkenaan and hopefully he will accept it and hopefully it will flourish into a big blossoming awesome figure :) Insyaallah.

p.s. credits to adibah for sharing her contacts in order for me to widen my perspectives.

lovey dovey me.

syg will be working on saturday this week and i am predicting that there might not be any celebration of valentine's day. but it is okey for me, syg mmg selalu lovey dovey wif me, even sometimes i mmg ade kalah jugak dgn die, sbb die lagi teror in giving surprises. serius shit. i love u syg. so much2 :* everyday is a valentine's day for us, and u definitely make me one hell of a princess bila lovey dovey u datang. :) thanks syg.

shopping bells & little Pink Love Tree.

woke up late in the afternoon after late night blogging & surfing and watching teevee till early in the morning. had a bit of a nightmare and terbangun. cancel the gym date wif dekna as i feel like walking in the malls rather than on the dreadful treadmill. me cruising the malls alone means nothing else but carrying a bunch of heavy paperbags {tu pun consider exercise kan, jalan-jalan bawa "dumbbell" haha} tak best sorang-sorang sbb berat sbb kalau syg ade syg tlg carry some of it. heeeee. tapi if sorang-sorang ade la orang yang cuba-cuba nak help by saying, "bole ke tu? nak tolong ke?" when i'm reaching for the orange juice in the fridge wif my hands full of paperbags. i answer wif a simple smile "it's okey, thank you" :) *a bit sad sbb found a pretty handbag from Guess but it was the last piece, so i decided not to take it.. but the guy was nice enough to check for me if there is another piece at another outlet. will hunt for it on the next jalan-jalan cari barang. jom syg! :)

owh, while i was on my way out, i was so touched by keperihatinan orang-orang Malaysia. cerita die macam ni, saya keluar rumah macam biasa, drive macam biasa, tralalalala.. then, dah nak sampai traffic light, the light was green so i pun laju sikit to kejar the green light, then ade this car kejar my car and hon to me while rolling down the mirror and pointing to my tyre and i nod tanda i faham. and to my despair, i stop by the road side to check it out and i was like, shit, my tyre pancit. :P i am this "type of girl yang rather drive to the nearest tyre store rather than changing the tyre myself {as i tak pernah cuba tukar tayar pun uwaaaaa} so pasrah je la, drive wif a pancit tyre" :P tu pun nasib baik i know dah dekat tyre store.. pastu ade lagi orang yang perihatin cuba bagi tau i yg my tyre pancit, die naik motor, pastu dekat tingkap saya die hon and point to my tyre, and i reply smiling, yes, i know, thanks hehe.. Ya Allah nasib baik dah dekat. if not, i tatau la nak buat macam-mana. biasa tengok je syg buat, tapi tak pernah cuba. padan muka kasuma. huh. syggg nak cuba belaja tukar tayar, please, from scratch, syg jgn tlg pun, tlg tgk je, eh syg? please. :) anytime when we are free k syg.

p.s. cantiknya the curve's valentine's special deco.. yey.. i'm the first one to see it hehe.. nanti kita pg tgk sama-sama k syg. :) ade Love Tree and Love Tree Notes yg sgt creative! damn fantastic idea. Pink Love Tree. very romantic, chic and catchy. go visit the curve this weekend people, it's beautiful :)

dear wind, blow this little note to my arwah abah, please. thank you wind.

dear daddy,

so now, i am going to finish soon, Insyaallah, if takde ape-ape masalah..and i am happy that i managed to do it despite all the kata-kata yang berunsur negatif & yang paling penting kata-kata yang bersifat supportive yang tidak akan dapat dilupakan atau dibalas oleh saya (you know who you are dear family, friends, kawan-kawan, everyone {i do not want to mention any names here to avoid little heart feelings} thank you very much) Alhamdulillah. and now, i haf to concentrate on working/training which is part of the course requirements..otherwise i will just go on to the next level without any hesitation as i am here to fulfill yours and umi's dream. i am slowly understanding the meaning of life now and the heart-wrenching feeling if you don't haf any education back up as you and umi always mentioned to me and dekna. by the way, dekna is going to further hers in Lim Kok Wing and I'm wishing her all the best. i haf to live up to the expectation and i haf your name and umi's name to take care of, which is slowly giving me the nerve-wrecking feeling. slowly sighing*

Insyaallah everything will be fine. Insyaallah. thanks dear wind.

a little note.

Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah for all the chances, opportunities, strength, love, family, rezeki, and all the luxury that You have given me. I am grateful and Insyaallah everything will be fine. Amin. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah.

the final finalization.

hopefully this is the final finalization. hopefully. starting at this moment of time i won't bulge off from my MacBook. and toilet break counts as wasting time as well.

salivating.

me and umi had breakfast in bed this morning and for dinner we had a fiesta of seafood galore, teehee. treated by mybabyadib. me and umi and syg can barely walk after the feast. dekna was not around as she's on a trip to langkawi. thanks my dear. :) *burp. Alhamdulillah.

p.s. grinning besar-besar sgt heeeee.

i should be flying up high in the blue sky now, Literally.

update: i thought it can be done and over with on thursday but no, my "i think its perfect already thesis" is still not perfect for my Professor. i still need to change a little-little-little-little bit more things before i can print it for submission.

the story begins wif:

i was half asleep sbb tido less than 2 jam je, dreaming, hungry, practically famished sbb langsung tak sempat nak makan sbb tanak miss the thursday appointment made plus he have to read both of our piece one by one, lines by lines, sentence by sentence, satu-satu, and dah almost late petang and.....

my Professor commented on my research,

after almost about two hours of reading my piece in his room + where we exchange ideas + me sticking up for my points + basically a little presentation of my outcome of the research + some student from other Uni call it "Viva" but i just think of it as a little presentation + he commented on the literature review i did + a few more things to be added + commented on my new found ideas based on my research + few more mistakes to be corrected + few more things he asked me to change to make it look perfect + and he finally reached the final sentence of mythesis + finally

he said "yes, it is GOOD" when i asked "so, the research is good sir?" in order to have his approval and accepting mythesis so that it can finally be released for submission and to satisfy my curiosity of (whether what i have been researching for, for the past one year is really-really okey and worth the time that i have spent, in order to complete it). i should be flying up high now, like a little bird flying freely in the blue sky. my one year of:

head twisting + numb ideas + drained brain + soaked up sponge little lily + tralalalala = one "blissful" thesis year =D

so, I am very-very happy and i did jumped up and down, run, laughed and a bit dreamy when i received the comment & he finally Approved and Signed my paper of approval/release letter. it was surreal but i manage to wake up from the dreamland and wake up out of my dreamy mind and realise that everything is real. it is the reality. it is going to be finish, soon (after a little bit more finalizing).

p.s. me and adibah was so hungry and our Professor noticed it and he gave us a little biscuit treat to "alas perut". macam mana la i tak cakap yang my Professor sgt baik, malah sgt berperikemanusiaan. Alhamdulillah, Ya Allah terima kasih.

done at 6.00 am, sharp.

Alhamdulillah, i've finished all the task that is supposed to be done at home. tomorrow (which is kejap je lagi) i will go to MMU and do all the necessary stuff for the submission. hopefully the next update will be a pleasant one. hopefully. Amin.

p.s. tidur jap.syg jgn lupe help wake me up k.if not i will LITERALLY kill myself.okey thanks syg.

little quick break.

*a little quick break and updating in here on my progress.

i've been sitting in front of my MacBook wif astro hitz on tv and finalizing my thesis for i don't know how many hours already. i've lost count. and now, i am having a simple mind block and a bit out of ideas to write in my thesis. i think because i am ignoring my urge to go to the toilet which i think is a waste of time now. but because of that, i can't write. i need a break. and a drink. and sleeping is definitely out of the list now.

p.s. highly hopeful student is just plain me.

finalizing in less than a DAY!

i'm gonna haf to finalize it in less than a day as we haf made an appointment wif our Professor tomorrow and i need to do:

little-little corrections ask by my Professor + updating the english checking + formatting + and make it as perfect as possible for submission = my thesis

Insyaallah i can be able (i haf to be able to) to finish it on time.

the long awaited "dating"

me and my friends haf been waiting for his email reply for a longgg time and i think we are wrong to just wait and sit at home waiting for his reply because it seems like waiting for something which will never come. so me and Adibah (Leng Ching could not make it) decided to haf a prompt meeting with him without making any appointments or calls. we just head straight to his Room at around 3 something.

lucky enough he was in his Room and we are also lucky to be greeted welcomingly. hehe. we are so scared that he is not around and all the travelling to MMU is just a complete waste of our precious time. so we had a small discussion and he make it a point that he wants us to sit by him while he is reading our piece so that he can clarify wif us if he found any statements that needs to be clarified. "it is easier that way than just explaining it through emails", he said. so now, we understand why he didn't reply our emails and keeping silently quiet. :P he wants us to come and meet him in person!

so he read our pieces one by one, sentence by sentence, pages by pages and lines by lines in front of us and we had like more than 100 pages per person. do the math. tapi takpe at least we are pleased to know that he actually reads our hard work and gif comments and necessary things to be done in order to make it a better piece.

thank you very much Sir for being such a nice person and we exchange few stupid jokes alongside with the seriousness of checking our pieces. and the long awaited "dating" with our Professor ended with a very pleasant feelings and it is definitely perfected my day when:

me: so Sir, is it okey? (after he reached the last page and had commented and asked me to delete this and that and do corrections here and there)
Professor: yours is okey.
me: i'm practically jumping up and down with scream of joy, cuma kat situ control sikit la, just jerit kecik je :P and say "Thank you sir." with a big big smile i can possibly make.

made an appointment on thursday and we leave the room grinning. me and Adibah went to Alamanda and have a feast for two! we had steamboat in Johnny's and after that chill in Secret Recipe for a little sweet drink. i had the classic Hot Choc and chill and exchange stories and all that girly girl stuff girls do when they meet.

last but not least, Thank you very much Sir for being such a nice Professor.

little yummy monday!

i love the feeling of "the car is serviced!" :) woke up on my lazy monday and i see my mum is relaxing on her public holiday monday and i haf to go out to bring my car for its overdue service time. we had to postpone it as we can't find any perfect time to settle it. usually (i mean, most of the time, hehe thanks dear) mysyg will bring it for service but this time, he can't make it. it's okey, just don't forget her k syggg (bila syg dah dapat cari her "partner" nantii :P) hehehe. it cost me a reasonably awesome price despite the little-little things to be fixed. thanks for accepting my small little bargain :)

had a yummylicious supper wif umi. i made super crunchy buttered wholemeal bread brown to perfection wif oozing melted cheese and fried eggs in a panini form enjoyed in a rainy nights while watching tv. yummy! :)

p.s. last time umi finished my Ruffles, now dekna finished my Chipster! syggg tgk umi dgn deknaaa tuuuuu. blurgh!

grinning.

Chipster! :)

my chipster's crave, fixed! :) while we're on our way out, syg stopped by 7e and bought me these. three of em'! hehehe. thanks syg :) nak lagi nanti. nak nak nak jugak. heeeee.

life's little tricks.

this little castle you left us is rather quiet and no more laughter from us unless if there is something to laugh about. there is no more spontaneous laugh and we barely talk. we just talk or simply blurb a word or two to each other. basically we just mind our own business. no more babytalk that we can talk about. no more little-little things to chat about. it's just getting dimmer and dimmer in our little life. i miss you so much abah. i miss the laugh you used to inject in our day. i miss you so much abah. :(

i wish time would go back where you're still here and we're still a big happy and cheerful family, where i feel secure and haf no worries about all the little-little things that life offered me now like how to survive tomorrow and having to solve all the challenges entails it, where life is as simple as it can be, where i don't bother to take things seriously and handle my own silly problems, where i am your little girl and things just look as simple as a light white feather handled by you.

i wish our family can be as happy as before and things will change back to its normal little road before. but i guess, it is just a hope that will never hit the target point as it is truly unrealistic to get you in our little castle back. i miss it when you open my door and just smile at me when you come home late at night from work. i hate myself now knowing that i was being so rebellious in my teenage days that i think i did hurt you wif a thing or two wif my stupid act. i am sorry. i am truly sorry.

i wish that our family can be re-united again and everyone does find the happiness that we longed for. one thing for sure, your wish of getting a perfect family picture will never ever happen. and now without you, it surely will not happen even if i manage to gather everyone up under one roof. :(