umi was iterating the groceries list and my colleague was requesting for something at the same time just now. nodding to my colleague and yes-ing to umi at the same freaking time. haish. i'm having a really bad neck pain now. i need a simple massage and a salon fix asap.
juggling things is not easy. but a girl got to do what a girl got to do right?
on study matters, i do wonder, why is it so hard to get what i applied for. i've planned for it to happen, and the execution is in process, but i don't know why must it be this hard. i've no one to turn to, or seek advice from. sbb yang i kenal, dapat buat straight {they are pure genius i tell you} or they did the medical line {genius to the next level} i feel so lost. so dump. i can't even get my proposal approved. damn, close to giving up i am. {but hopefully i won't, please give me strength Ya Allah}
sometimes i wish, umi and abah had encouraged me to take up Bio in school, just so i can get to the final destination without much route. it's not easy i know, but at least it's a one way route. not like what i am currently experiencing right now, very painful to even swallow!
it's not like i'm gonna take up the world, i'm just doing my research. give me some space. please.
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