scrabble babble ...

this month's weeks feels darn fast for me. it comes and go so fast i sometimes think did i manage to breath while i was at it or not?

the list of to do things is expanding day by day in my head. i don't bother to write it down on paper nor on my phone anymore, coz it's just too much. i tend to just forget it and if it comes back to my mind, means it's important. if it's not, just let it be. i can say i'm a little bit of a perfectionist type, which i think only brings a lot of trouble to me. hence now, i am slowly changing to a less perfect person by just attending to things if it really needs me to attend to. if not, just let the wind blow it away ... slowly ..

i once read on someone's facebook's philosophy, it goes something like this {which i tweak a little to suit my understanding} ... being happy is when you see the imperfection as perfect ... hence, life is not always perfect. i haf to accept that. and life does not always confer to your way of living your life. life has it's own way and path to lead too.

so back to my super tight week and weekend schedule which i guess will goes on until like when we're done with the little event? there's still a lot of shopping to do and a lot more of preparation to make.

will it be perfect?

well, let's just let it be perfect in it's own kind of perfect ... hmmp ...