july issue.

when we are apart, we missed each other so much, we video call-ed. just a few days ago, we quarrel so stupid-ly and hated each others guts just because we don't know how to arrange time for us to see each other anymore just so that we can also make time and satisfy the needs of others around us too. because all we want to do is spent time together only. sucker for love we are, but that's just how we are, hopefully forever this way i wish.

july, the month of long and stressful study week. anxious, nervous and scary but it is something that i can't run away from. it sure feels long, but each time i see the calendar, i literally feel i am in august already. OMG.

syg on the other hand, scored a really nice counter offer and proven that he is one valuable asset instead of liability. so happy for him! Alhamdulillah. keep it up k syg.

in terms of me getting used to not having any cash inflow, it sure does felt terrible, having to cut down to only onethird of the usual spending, i am chocked. plus to my dismay, series of unexpected cash outflow surfaces wif a domino effect mode. adoi! sabar je lah.

syg's word of advice : biar je semua tu, all that is something unavoidable, so just go through it and forget about it. focus on your study and make it worth it by getting good result.

then i feel like crying. the road to success sure is not easy. Ya Allah gif me steel strength. please. okaybye.