when she finally said i can proceed with my model, i am delighted with a hint of doubt. i'm a bit critical this time around with my thesis, i don't know why. i think i should let loose a bit. take it easy. i know i have gone through this before, i know i can finish it. but i got to throw this self doubt which is silently darkening my lightbulb, pronto!
currently i am proving my thoughts with previous researchers thoughts and tests. i think somehow i can relate on why cartoons portray scientist sitting in a cave, sketching ideas on the wall. darn. it's pretty much of how i am feeling right now, i feel like jotting down my idea anywhere i can so that i won't forget it. hence, you should see my notes, it's scattered you can find it on my desktop stickynotes, in my phone multiple notes app, on the table in a notebook well you will not believe how many notebooks i have scribbling my idea. i have not try the wall just yet. maybe i will? sigh, i just wish i can finish it as soon as possible.
some quotes of panel members comments to my classmate Defending his Proposal which i should be keeping in mind too :
"nobody wants to start a PhD and not finishing it, so take it easy, it's just the beginning".
"even though there's a giant wall of information to read on, only take a fraction of it. coz if you take up the whole wall, it might collapse on you. and we definitely don't want that to happen".
"pick one model and work with it".
"add up variables to enhance it not throw a variable out to suit your thought".
so, seriously it's about keeping it simple. and making sure that it will be done. can't wait. Insyaallah.
and this quote from Adib when he jokingly tease me on how i am when picking up grocery items, because i only pick what i am familiar with but not trying out new products : "you only see, what you want to see, sbb tu tak nampak dah yang lain, kan". you got it right syg, i guess i should be applying that to my thesis writing, not grocery picking. thanks for the thought!
p.s. aiming for that olives now. cheesy olive-y pizza, hmmp, should be yum!~
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