Saturday, January 31, 2009

hungry.

lazy Saturday night. just chillin' at home. malash nak klua jugak.

me: syg hungry, u nak makan ape?
syg: ade ape? nasi goreng pun okey jugak.
me: nasi takde, nak buat nasi goreng kena tunggu kering lagi, if not, not nice.
syg: mihun goreng reti buat?
me: mmmm takut tak sedap. takut tak jadi.
syg: then nak masak ape?
me: burger ke? Maggie ke? sausage?
syg: mmmm adib tido je la tahan lapaa. (baring atas couch sambil tutup mata sambil letak tangan atas perut, lapa lapa)
me: writing this blog. :P

conclusion, we have yet find anything to eat, maybe later will think of something descent to eat.

updated
tadaaaaa......hihihi
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we had this for late dinner/supper tonight :)

p.s. i want more chipster please, syg. :)

Friday, January 30, 2009

the little rumbles.

i cooked just now. i cooked to take my mind off everything that has been happening around me which is making me very sick and scared. i had dinner before i cooked and i puke as i was so stressed out wif a slight headache. i can't stand it anymore. i hate my pills. i hate the fact that i'm feeling what i am feeling right now. but at least i'm living my life, not the other way round. if this is how He wants me to live my life, then i accept it wif an open arms. i know that one day, everything will be better.


life's little freedom

watched Ria Sentral and saw abg Yasin wif his new album, new baby girl Malaika and naughty-naughty-naughteeeey Sameer wif a glance of his wife in the picture. dah lama tak jumpa diorg and the only time i always see him is on tv. pathetic how life's little path is drifting us apart. good luck to u wif your life bro.

thinking of the cluster that is piling up in the room is making me feel sick again. i feel so lazy to get it done as it does not bother me in a way that i don't live in the room, i live somewhere else in the house. i'm whining and whining in here wif the tv blazing on and the lights dimmed to perfection wif umi sleeping and dekna is oout and about. i'm not feeling the way that i should be feeling wif this long-long holiday wif the only agenda now is doing nothing. i should be feeling good not this kind of "i hate this feeling" mode. blurgh!

p.s. i'm drooling over chipster and tgif brownies now.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Hands Down

Breathe in for luck.
Breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race, from self-control.
Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine.
We’re doing fine.
We’re doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won’t you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

The words are hushed, “let’s not get busted.”
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
“Hey did you get some?”
Man that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close, they can’t hear.
So we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won’t you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember.
Always remember the sound of the stereo.
The dim of the soft lights.
The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock, when we realized “It’s so late!”
And this walk that we share together.
The streets were wet, and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it, and let you in.
And you stood at the door, with your hands on my waist.
And you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew…that you meant it.

i can easily forget, but hard to forgive.

i cried myself to sleep.
i think too much i break.
i mind myself in rain.
i deep sing through love.
i miss ringing bells.
i heart the windy skirt.
i patch the broken heart.
i brown the polka dot.
i smile the pinky sea.
i white the blank grey.
i frown the clown.
im happy like apple pie.
im in love as twinkle star.
i take things as it is.
as i hope i can take it.
though it’s bitter and plain.
through butter and peanut.
through friends and enemies.
i pick the dairy milk.
i lay in translucent sand.
i crack like thin egg.
i crap like my own princess.
my family is the diamond.
where i cant find it.
searching through unlimited ice creams.
never smile in aww.
just figure it out butterfly.
with dear broken wind.

*in flexibility, no fresh applied.

crest of negativity

bored + lazy + insecure + traumatized + job hunting + future plan + little asset investment? + unknown + invisible + idiots + lost + always dreaming + dreaming of peace + enemies + couch potato + choc fat + sensitivity + eyeing on the ikea chair + pinkroom cluster + paperbags + $ + lost count + xadore + doodie = crest

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Ya Allah, hapuskanlah orang-orang jahat di muka bumi ini. Amin.

blogging, blog hopping, neopetsing and surfing was what i was doing on Friday night/early Saturday morning. after i publish the previous post, and settling down to play games, i heard the lamp around my house, outside the gate turned Off and everything was dark outside my house. i was like, hmmm, "terbakar la lampu dua2 kat luar ni, takpe nanti ajak syg beli and change it".

i continue wif my games and tralalalala wif the surfing. a few minutes later, i heard

gedegangggggggg!!!!! (someone is pulling my back door hard enough to make me realize that something is not right anymore, now) and my heart was beating so fast that i could not breath right and i was shaking as i am so scared that someone might enter the house and do something bad to us.

luckily, syg stay lama sikit at my house to lelap mata jap before driving back home. my mum and adib was both sleeping dengan nyenyak and my sister was out to Zouk and I was up all aloneee. i terus kejut syg and bising2 cakap dgr strange sound from outside the house, ade orang nak buka pintuu and i know the sound comes from the back door.. me (shaking) and adib (mamai-mamai) went to see if there's anything wrong and we went in front to check around the house and was shocked to find that adib's new pair of shoe is gone. we were like, hmmm, takpe, jangan takut. takde ape2 tu. salah letak kot. we decided to report the case (strange sound) to the security and try to sleep and we'll get back to it in the morning though i can't never sleep and only can lelap when the sun is up and i feel safer as it is already terang.

after 2 hours of sleeping, i bangun2 and get ready to go out wif syg to settle some important stuff before i checked the back door and to found the door was "dah terbukak the telinga that holds the mangga and the only thing that keeps the "hamba Allah" itu dari terlepas masuk ialah, we had another mangga inside and could not be reached from outside". that is why when i heard the "gedeganggggg!!!" sound, the door could not be open because of the mangga inside!!! Alhamdulillah. and only then, we noticed the little side pintu in front was opened and there really was someone inside our parking who took adib's shoe. nasib baik tu je yg sempat die curi and decided to lari kot sebab i dah bising2 and turned all the lights on.

Terima Kasih kerana melindungi kami sekeluarga, Ya Allah. sesungguhnya aku bersyukur Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah. kami sekeluarga selamat.

Ya Allah, lindungilah kami sekeluarga di sini, lindungilah opahku di kampung Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Engkau maha pemurah, lagi maha Mengasihani, Ya Allah.

after that, our holiday starts wif all the necessary stuff to make the house more safer and change the door, report the case and everything. semoga semuanya okey. Insyaallah. I am still scared though, but i can't let myself be scared forever. be strong k kasuma.

if only arwah abah is still here, I would not be so scared like i am right now, because i know i still haf a father to protect us from any harm especially from orang jahat. but now, me and my mum and my sister need to find the strength within ourself to carry on wif life and not to be bogged down by this case and move on. it's just a speckle of dust and part of my life that i want to share in here during the long awaited holiday that was supposed to be a fun and happy one. tapi kita hanya merancang, Allah s.w.t. yang menentukan. Insyaallah semuanya akan selamat. Ya Allah, jauhilah kami dari orang-orang yang jahat. Amin.

p.s. abah, ani takut la (cant stop crying)

Saturday, January 24, 2009

intervals

i find it hard to get off of my bed and let go of my bearbear & simut this past few days. i've been sleeping all day long and as i wake up, i get ready to go out. so penat and feel restless. betul org ckp (or i pernah dgr) the more u sleep, u will get even more tired when u wake up, sigh* owh i haf one more math arithmetics for my life now :P

study + little-little things to complete my thesis + shop + sleep + eat + chill + bearbear + simut + syg + umi + dekna + miss opah + cried myself to sleep sbb rindu arwah abah sgt2 + hating the time intervals + little responsibilities + dreamy = my simple hectic life

tapi yg best this week, in the weekdays i dapat jalan-jalan dgn syg :) it's a big deal sbb selalunya weekdays i jalan-jalan sorang2 je huhuhu. n dapat haf dinner dgn syg. heeeee. pastu this week the english checking is done, at least. tinggal nak tunggu my Prof approve and the little-little things mcm binding and all je. hopefully he's not so fussy and not much amendments to be made to my thesis dah. hopefully everything went on smoothly. amin. Insyaallah.

p.s. i think i should get myself a novel or a programming language book alongside new mags to kill my free time, smartly. teehee.

Monday, January 19, 2009

little beach getaway

the weekends wif mysyg started with a little surprise bearbear (adds to my bunch of hugable bearbear, best best) and Ferrero Rocher gift from him. he's getting better and better in surprising me as I never anticipate that he will surprise me, like a little sorry card and a bouquet of flowers on any ordinary days. I am not just a "special day gift receiver" hehe, he gif me present all year round! :) thanks syg. in fact, he is a present to me himself, a present from Allah s.w.t. :)

we usually spend the weekends chilling around malls and cafes and parks. but last weekend we decided to change the almost routinize routine of ours :P
this little conversation takes place in the car while I was famished and a bit bored of malls cruisin'...
me: nak pegi mane syg?
syg: pg the curve ke..
me: jom pegi PD ke Bukit Tinggi ke? yg mana dekat la..
syg: syg pilihla, adib bawak :)
me: okey, nak sejuk kita pegi Bukit Tinggi, tapi jom pegi panas la - PD sbb asyik tempat sejuk2 je.
syg: okey, kite pegi PD, next time kite pegi Bukit Tinggi pulak k.
me: okey! *grin like a little kid dapat chocolate or ice cream =)
(driving adventurously without really knowing the right directions to get there as me and adib is quite bad in our sense of direction :P thanks to signboards in Malaysia, we reached PD and back home safely hehe)

tralalalala, after about 2 hours journey and lebih kurang tea time already, we sampai PD, then we're like, owh sungguh hungry sbb we miss lunch dah, then we saw this pasar malam (yes! food, droolinggg hehe) we walk around and bought few light food and sat on an empty bench overseeing the Beach, enjoying the food with the sound of the waves and breezy fresh air :) *awesomeness!

breezy air, melody of the waves, white sandy beach, little kids enjoying themselves, ice creams, bright sun, and the company of mysyg :) sgt la best. after admiring the infamous beach sunset, then we head back home to KL and straight to Tesco for few essential items. mysunday was a bit crazy as I really neeeeeeded to shop for something from "owh so crowded OU, and it should be avoided because the CNY is really near and the last minute shoppers is eagerly shopping" but terpaksa redah jugak :P and we practically bend 90 degrees while on the escalator sbb dah tak tahan sakit kaki and lutut and badan cause of the massive walking around :P

p.s. will upload the picture soon as the post holiday tired is still here and making me way toooo sleeeepy now, cheers happy campers! :)

Thursday, January 15, 2009

boredom puke

walk around aimlessly in the mall after my sister told me that her art exhibition has finished in MMU. i was supposed to go for her art exhibition but i've been hold up with other things like ade je la, pegi beli ubat umi, pegi medical check ups, pegi bank, tido, traffic jam n the like la..so i missed her art exhibition, shit. i feel like shit. i'm supposed to support her. ntahla. just let it be, maybe next time there'll be another chance. she even won an Achievement Award for her art. Congrats adik ku. tapi shit. i feel bad for not being there. sorry dekna :( ah whatever.

so i went to the mall and walk aimlessly as i was saying, and i got myself three tops from Esprit outlet. at least that was a little decompressing moments for me, going back and forth to the fitting room, trying tops after tops, and im settled with three. adib even came up with a little math arithmetic for me :P

syg + cash + cruisin the malls alone = shopping aimlessly

(math terms explanation) :P
alone cause everyone is busy working and i can't be calling them to teman me shop or jalan-jalan like before and aimlessly as i don't really need that extra tops because the other paper bags pun belum lagi unpack and i keep on buying and buying. tapi i want it because the colour is nice and the design is cute. that's not a good reason right? :P thanks umi for the cash :) & syg here means me, the little naughty stubborn girl :P haha.

p.s. merajuk kecik dgn syg sbb tak dapat join piau ajak pegi tgk butterfingers dgn kawan2 on Sunday night in Istana Budaya as he got to work on Monday morning. takpela, maybe next time. i still love u dear syg :* nanak kawan syg je! blurgh!

little love journey


oag

feel like sharing a little candy note to my heart's candy :)
syg do u remember this song?

60's t.v. by oag

This song's called
60's t.v.
Television

Watching on and on again
Where i can see the colour still black and white
I'm drinking while i'm watching the television

Drinking on and on again
Where i want to be alone
While i'm drinking
While i'm watching
Television

I'm watching
60's t.v.

i love u so much2 syg.

p.s. i'm watching dari studio satu oag. and teringat syg yg tengah sleeping at home. i love u too much it makes me tears a bit! thanks to those yg terlibat dalam pertemuan kami! u know who you are kan, i tanak la list out the names, i heart you guys too, but i heart my syg byk2 lagi! :)

twisted and tangling

so compressed till approximately suffocating in this timely manner that is moving ridiculously fast like a bumblewheel and decompressing term should be in the manner of salon day or consumption of articulately tremendous stuff to cheer up the inability to smile mode. twisted with an added tangling line makes it harder to be detangle. it's hard and it's really annoying with a scrumptious act with a switch thingy which makes the journey harder. lets figure. lets dare the limitless challenges. lets change the white to black. really really twing!

a family affair

SunMed?

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

our little mamak's fav!


tantalizing yummy meal :)

Blogger Award, anyone? :)


2008 Cute's 3logger Award

This cute little Award was awarded to me by my dear friend Mawar. geeeeez, I'm blushing with pinkness hehe. Thanks :)

10 facts/hobby
1- I am a daughter, sister, granddaughter, friend, & lover.
2- Sitting quietly with mags/books in a little cafe with syg is just pleasantly adorable moments for me.
3- I love shopping, malls hopping, & jalan-jalan so much I feel slightly "sick" if I don't go out, even if it's just "park and walk around the park and go back" moments :P
4- I love cereals and milk & peanut butter and nutella on white bread dunk in hot mylo combo yummy!
5- I enjoy admiring butterfly flying peacefully and gracefully in between blossoming flowers. It's just soothing for my eyes.
6- I love durians so much and I am happy to have a boyfriend who enjoys it too! :)
7- I tak berapa suke iron baju (kesian syg nanti :P) tapi i akan tlg jugak (syg bring his bj to my house and ask for my help to iron his bj for weddings usually) cause terpaksa and sometimes syg akan iron balik sbb tak puas hati kasuma tlg iron tak smooth enough for him. blurgh!
8- I used to love to wear blacks so much, I'm known as "budak yang suka pakai baju hitam tu eh?" when asked "do u know kasuma?" :P
9- I prefer vanilla ice cream to chocolate ice cream & I love Ferrero Rocher and potato chips as little nibbles :)
10- I love the beach, white sandy beach, oversized sunglasses, orange juice with little umbrella, bright sun, breezy air, sipar (get the picture right hehe), and not to forget the night view, little twinkling star and sounds from the wave singing lullaby for me to sleep, owh so toe curling feeling! =D

I dont really haf any specific blogger to be awarded this "2008 Cute's 3logger Award", but anyone who's reading this shared thoughts of mine, You've been tagged dear :) don't be shy, just accept it, reward yourself hehe (kasuma is spreading some blogs love notes here hehe). haf a good lovely day!

Little rules for Award receiver :)
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2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.
3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag).
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

monday blues

mysyg got his monday blues in his office and he's down with a fever at home. I haf my monday blues alone and went out for little cruisin around the mall for one whole day. did some mini shopping and bought myself new facial product and little mini cleo. spend the whole night reading it as I needed some light words after all the research words with the last episode of Awan Dania on air (ala, dah tamat la cite tu, tak best tak best).

stumble upon a cute little shoe from Nose but I pass cause of it's uncomfy factor (but i will get it if i find myself "I can't sleep cause I can't stop thinking of u state") :P chill around for awhile before picking up take-away pizza for dinner.

p.s. spend sunday evening at the park and we ended up eating sweet desserts instead of jogging (blaming the "we're not in the right jogging gear mode haha") guilty enough. huh. =D

Sunday, January 11, 2009

bloopy eyes

day has turned into night,
night has turned into dawn,
dawn has turned into morning,
but im still wif my thesis and will not dodge until im fully satisfied.

boohoo. :(

perkataan & words

all i am seeing now are words and perkataan pages after pages. loads of it. pening sgt2. tapi terpaksa siapkan jugak. lepas siap ni i do not want to read anything ilmiah for awhile :P seriusss.

p.s. words sickness syndrom.

Friday, January 9, 2009

my heart's candy :)


my heart's little candy bar :)

i haf a sweet like candy little boyfriend :) i am doing my thesis in starbucks and he's sleeping soundly like a little baby yang penat cause baru balik bekerja tapi nak jugak teman girlfriend die yang sedang berusaha untuk siapkan thesisnya. he is my heart's candy :* love u so much2 syg.

i know

i am still single (not married yet) when.....
i can just sleep anywhere i please and want at any time of the day, wherever i can just doze off like on the couch, on the floor with my comforter of course, in my pink room on my single ikea white bed, in my purple room on the floor coz the single ikea bed is too high, in my umi's room beside her or simply alone coz she'll be sleeping somewhere else, or simply in front of the switched on tv with my switched off macbook and just tiba2 dah terbangun sebab dah terang.tralalalala :)

p.s. im half way asleep as im babbling this. so sorry.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

meet my bearbear :)


:)

..teeheeeee.sleep-Ing. :) my favourite.

the little things that is big for me.

we had dinner together just now, me, umi n dekna, not that umi was at the table, but then again we had it at the same time. yes, same time. it is a big deal for me as this is hard to achieve as we always eat seperately. and we also watched a movie together-"anak halal" on kirana last holiday. and when syg was at my house we-me n umi n dekna n syg ate brunch together in front of the tv with me in my pyjamas. Alhamdulillah we can do this in peace. Alhamdulillah everything is fine in my home. Alhamdulillah. Terima Kasih Ya Allah.

p.s. feel like writing this little note because im really sad (sedih gile nak nangis tapi tahan je) to see the war that is happening now, Ya Allah, kenapa manusia kejam sangat..janganla perang perang dah, please.. (not that they will listen to me, but i'll try) pleaseee stop.. :(

hopeful student

it is in progress and it is going well, i hope that i can finish it as soon as possible and get over with it. i hope my supervisor will give me good result and not drop any of my pointer points.. please.. :( and accept my work with not much problem. i hope he is in a good mood and thus, will not make my life more miserable than it is now. i hope he is going to accept it and i can continue with the next step.. i hope he accept it. please.. let it be no more small little problem that will hinder me from completing it. Insyaallah, i will finish it as soon as possible and as perfect as i want it to be.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

a week ago.....


Had scramble eggs and bread for new year's eve supper :)

7 days ago, it was new year's eve.....
Me and adib planned to chill around kl and admire the colourful fireworks (my favourite). but then, we can just plan, tapi Allah swt yang menentukannya. and on 31 dec 08 early in the morning adib received a bad news from his kampung-his grandma pass away, Innalillahiwainnahirajiun. So our planned got canceled and adib went back to kampung with his family. I decided not to plan anything new to celebrate the new year and decided to tuck in at home on my couch in front of my tv wif my umi sleeping soundly in bed wif my sister off the scene as she's out celebrating it. and that's how i enter the new year. in my pyjamas laying on my couch, dreaming :)

slept late and decided to woke up early in the morning (pukul 9 dh bgn :P). did some gardening and chill all day long as usual. I am lucky to haf a mother who never really force me to work but always supporting me in my studies, Alhamdulillah. now, she asked me to go into Monash University or Sunway University College to further my studies. but in my mind i just want to do it in MMU. takpe, i habiskan yg ni dulu k, then only i think about furthering my studies.

this new year, i banyak dapat soalan2 pressure like.....tak keje ke hari ni?, takkan tak keje lagi kot?, and the like, even from strangers yg tak knal I-masa i reload my TnG at the "tambah nilai" counter, the brother was like "tak keje ke?" and I smile wif my simple answer "tak, thank you" and drove off.....hmmmmm it kinds of putting a pressure on me as I feel like I am useless or something, tapi adib selalu remind me that I am still studying, and not to worry much. Thanks syg for supporting me :) tapi i bersyukur sgt2 sbb I can still stay at home and study and not really worry much about working and just be happy although i really want to get a job and become someone berguna. ntahla.....lets just go wif the flow ya and be thankful wif everything.

p.s. i will try my best to fulfill umi and arwah abah's dream & hope. Insyaallah.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

bubbling

I had this terrible feelings of uncomfortness and butterflies in my tummies kind of situation. it is the feelings that i hate so much but then again, i haf to face it. takkan tak face pulak. setiap hari ade je something new kan. takkan nak stay mcm tu je forever kan. now, i am lucky if i ever got the chance to eat ice cream peacefully and without any guilt on putting extra kilos when i weight myself. the fact that, i am scared and i need food to comfort me or shopping to ease it is terribly horrible for my body and my accounts. but then again, what other therapy can i turn to? anyhow, i need to face it. be it tomorrow or a bit later. im scared and im scared and i am so scared. but u know wat, what can i do? i feel shitty now. jap. nak duduk diam2 jap to ease the tense. mmg i always duduk diam2 pun. but at least i am lucky i can just say when i want something and when i need something or when im not ready or when i just want to be or when i feel like doing something anyway i want it and blabbering here is one of the thing that really makes me vomit all the words that is randomly typing in my mind and relief all the negative energy off.

p.s. i am so not me and i need to find me.

Monday, January 5, 2009

Ku ingin bermain di tepi Pelangi~


Awan dania.

Currently I am watching this show.heeeee.seronoknya. :)

current notes

Right now I am:

1. Hungry
2. So in Love
3. Miserable
4. Wishing arwah Abah is still here
5. Need to finish my thesis, badly
6. Scared to check my gmail (I'm waiting for something important)
7. Thinking of all the baju2 to wear for the coming weddings
8. In doubt
9. out of My cereal & milk
10. waiting for umi & dekna to come home

p.s. I love u so much2 syg :)

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Emma & Edd Wedding


Akad Nikah.


Just the three of Us.


Adib & Izal.


Schoolmates.


Me and Him.


The Arrivals.


Makan time!


The lovely happy couple.

It was raining heavily and we expected a slight traffic jam on the way to the Restoran Seri Melayu. Despite that, the "doll up" process does not get effected :P

We decided to go together and me & Adib ride with Lam & Izal and Lav. and the other car include Su Yi, Junaida, Chia May, and Annie. Everyone was hungry sbb tak sempat breakfast sbb it was already noon and we have to reach the place by One. so, we only have junks in the car to alas perut.

We arrive at the entrance together with Tun Hanif Omar and his wife, and other VVIPs. Emma's wedding was a real princessy kind of wedding as we need to be formally dressed up and not to mention to "jaga adab" hehehe.

The place and ambience was really comfortable and homey and exclusive with all the "tarian", "silat", and the waiter and waitreses dress up in traditional outfits. Sungguh balinese and traditionally theme.

The arrivals of the couple was magnificent like a King and Queen. they are King and Queen of the day afterall. Emma was so breathfully beautiful with her attire and Edd was handsomely well dressed. Happy faces of the parents was clearly shown as they greet us at our little no. 15 table hehehe.

I had tears of joy and was so touched by the slide shows of Emma & Edd love journey. Sape yang tak pernah nangis sebab wedding? jgn tipuuu.. :P kasuma selalu akan nangis sbb wedding, it's the touch feeling that can't be describe, either with tears or just menangis dalam hati.serius. :)

p.s. looking forward for all the coming weddings! =)

New Year?

Apa itu new year?
It's the new year and we are already on the fourth day, rasa macam baru semalam je bangun pagi untuk new year. Kickstart this new year with no spare time to update in here as my day is full of happy moments & sad sad news to share.

Happy New Year everyone!

have u ever stop n think of why ants greet each ants everytime they meet on one straight line? had all the traffic lights turned green when you are not in a hurry and red when you're damn late? selfless drivers who informed (lights) when there is roadblocks up ahead-small little help that goes a long way for people who wants to avoid paying the saman, what goes around comes around-may it be good or evil act and how much a person sleeps in a day and miss all the beautiful things that may happen if you are awake?

So, ape new year's resolution anda? my new year's resolution sikit2 include:
1/ Bangun pagi.
2/ Graduate, Insyaallah.
3/ Decrease my procrastination habit.
4/ Increase my happiness level.
5/ Decrease impulse shopping.
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dan banyak lagi kot, nanti tambah lagi :)

p.s. am very happy and had tears of joy during Emma & Edd wedding reception in Restoran Seri Melayu. May u both be blessed with joy and happiness always. Insyaallah. will upload the photo soon as I am half asleep now. goodnight!